Heading toward out of control

Someone else blocked me in fb because I made an anatomical comparison. Shows you that people take things too personally.

Yeah I been blocked by many people hehe, it happens

Hope ur feeling better. Reading through this thread and I'm like 'dafuq I just read??'
That tarna chick was kinda hot, I guess..

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Lol well that's good.

I have a headache and I'm still up. No friends left except on here.

Another friend gone....

Moose .. Its time to call your Pdoc .. YOU know this.

Stay safe my friend

Geeze another friend gone....

Now I'm crying

He says I worry too much. I only started worrying tonight.

Feel better from the conversation but my head still hurts. I'll see what pdoc has to say- if she calls back before 5.

Up early.

I called. The person on the phone said shed mark it a high priority.

I hope she follows through.

The nurse called me. Waiting on pdoc to call.

Hungry! Maybe I should do something about that.

Hungry is a good sign, right? At least it is for me. When I'm not hungry I'm not well.

Hope the pdoc calls soon.

love ya

Thanks blue.

Still waiting! Out at lunch. No sympathy or patience for anyone. Bouncy bouncy....

I am thinking I'm no different . So I don't need meds. I want to be a natural me. I was ok before. I was. I'm sitting n talking to friends ok.

I feel ok now.

I think I can do this.

Nothing bothers me. This is great.

Stuff smells off though. Yuck. Could barely eat lunch.

Moose, one day is not good enough to tell if you are ok, or not ok. Or an afternoon, or lunch. Please take care of yourself here.

You and I have spent a lot of time together on this forum right? When you are headed for trouble with mania, I get very concerned. I am not saying this to hurt you at all so please know this! But your posting style changes very much from regular Moose posting, and so does mine when I am too manic, or not ok. And I don't think I'd be a very good friend if I said, "ok, she's says she ok", even if I thought she was not ok.

Please talk to your pdoc anyways, and they can help you decide what you need right now. It won't hurt to at least check right?

Maybe if you don't want meds right now you just need some cognitive help?

She hasn't called back.

Moose, when she calls you back, make sure you tell her what has been happening last few days please.

If she doesn't call you back, can you call her back before the end of the day? I don't know about the meds thing, but I just want you to make sure you are safe! That's all I am worried about.