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Old Sep 14, 2012, 05:02 PM
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I wish I could open up some door
And let you see into my head
Then you would know what I mean
When I say I can't get out of bed

Maybe you would get an idea
Of what the world feels like to end
To lay in torment in a dark, dark hole
Unable to cry, no more tears to lend

You keep falling further down
Until you realize that you're up too high
Instead of clawing out of your hole
You're trying to get your grip in the sky

The smallest sound is much too loud
And every color is way too bright
There's no relief from this new onslaught
Even in the quiet stillness of the night

For days and days you go and go
There seems to be no need to stop
Then as you teeter there on the brink
You realize you're afraid of the drop

You leap for the sun to escape the dark
But, as Icarus, your attempt is in vain
You flew too close to the sun for now
And you fall back down like the rain
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Old Sep 14, 2012, 05:29 PM
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I've been there for sure. Thank you for sharing this.
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Old Sep 14, 2012, 07:14 PM
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Beautiful
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Old Sep 14, 2012, 08:21 PM
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thank you for sharing!
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Old Sep 14, 2012, 11:09 PM
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Magnificent!
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Old Sep 16, 2012, 08:43 AM
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Thanks everyone, and that you for your insperation, mania!
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