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Old Sep 25, 2012, 05:38 AM
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Okay, what a way to start! I got my work badge yesterday, and I am ready to go. I'll be getting ready and leaving for work in an hour. Meanwhile, I had my pdoc appt. yesterday afternoon. Because I was recently so depressed and some of the emotions are lingering, my pdoc wants me to keep in phone contact with her as I begin this new job. She wants me to call her within the next two weeks with a progress report. She also wants me to go back to seeing my t weekly, but that can't happen with a new job.
This is not making me feel very confident as I begin. On top of that, I cried at my son's t appt. yesterday because she questioned my lack of discipline with another of my children. This morning, my daughter accused me of acting crazy since I got this new job.

I am hoping that I can put all of this behind me as I begin today. I'll give you a progress report later.

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Old Sep 25, 2012, 05:57 AM
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Okay, what a way to start! I got my work badge yesterday, and I am ready to go. I'll be getting ready and leaving for work in an hour. Meanwhile, I had my pdoc appt. yesterday afternoon. Because I was recently so depressed and some of the emotions are lingering, my pdoc wants me to keep in phone contact with her as I begin this new job. She wants me to call her within the next two weeks with a progress report. She also wants me to go back to seeing my t weekly, but that can't happen with a new job.
This is not making me feel very confident as I begin. On top of that, I cried at my son's t appt. yesterday because she questioned my lack of discipline with another of my children. This morning, my daughter accused me of acting crazy since I got this new job.

I am hoping that I can put all of this behind me as I begin today. I'll give you a progress report later.

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Old Sep 25, 2012, 09:52 AM
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You're a good mom! Have a good day at work.
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Old Sep 25, 2012, 12:07 PM
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Good, Blue Mountains, I was thinking about you last night and hoping that you'd had
a good day yesterday. I thought your job began then!

But! Here's hoping you just love your new career.

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Old Sep 25, 2012, 05:11 PM
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I am completely worn out, but it was a good day. I won't work officially work with my new class until Friday; however, I met half of them today and the other half I'll meet on Thursday. (no school tomorrow) I have so much to catch up on! No tears, and so far, so good.
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Old Sep 25, 2012, 05:39 PM
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Ah, yes. All's well for you.

So glad you're going to be fine and making the money you need,too. That's going to be another big plus for your feeling tone.

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Old Sep 25, 2012, 06:58 PM
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You're a good mom!
Thank you, Moose. I am feeling like I am letting all of them down in some way all of the time. I know you have to have tough skin sometimes with middle and high schoolers, but lately it's been tough.
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