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Sep 24, 2012, 12:46 PM
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I'm back from my T. She said the last two weeks- wanting sex with friends, can't be bothered to eat, need to run everywhere, losing friends left and right, etc.- I've been manic. There's a first. Usually its "hypo". Meds seem to be okay, though today I'm all about tactile. How stuff feels- wind, metal, cement. I thought about flying off a balcony to feel the nothingness between me and the floor two stories below. I played "screamo" rock in the car and felt the vibrations all around me as I drove on the way over here- watched the images in the rearview mirror distort all around. I'm waiting to hear from Pdoc about med changes. Talked about when to go to PER. Not yet I guess. I'm still not clear on that. People are asking how I am. I'm still not me. I love this and I hate it. And I am a slave to the meds. An addict. My brain NEEDS the meds.
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Sep 24, 2012, 01:05 PM
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Sep 24, 2012, 01:10 PM
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It sounds exciting to a point, I guess enjoy it if you can. Hope it all works out for you. And good description I agree
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#5
Sep 24, 2012, 01:58 PM
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I'm just sitting at starbucks now. Want a nap but can't be bothered. Too awake. Naps suck anyway. Your body clock gets messed up. That is, unless you're sick with strep or something and then they're cool. You just sleep all day and all night and not give a ****.
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Sep 24, 2012, 02:19 PM
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Odd too, but my joints have been much more cracky than usual lately.
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Sep 24, 2012, 02:23 PM
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Sorry to hear about your cracky joints, but enjoy your time at starbucks and well have enough time for sleep at a later time. Remember that.
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#8
Sep 24, 2012, 02:26 PM
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Yes. I try not to sleep in the day. But at least I'm a bit more relaxed. I don't think mania necessarily means hyper- its just means over-the-top and your perceptions are very askew.
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#9
Sep 24, 2012, 02:33 PM
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Oh and of course my old T used up a ton of my appointments talking about 'Him" and now I'm short on appointments for the rest of the year! It happens every freakin year!
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#10
Sep 24, 2012, 02:42 PM
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That sucks. Why not find a new one? Ill go to walmart to help you find one. Back in a sec.
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Sep 24, 2012, 03:11 PM
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#12
Sep 24, 2012, 03:35 PM
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Lol I couldnt find a new T at walmart. But seriously it sounds like you need someone more available.
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#13
Sep 24, 2012, 03:46 PM
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My new t is good. Old t annoyed me.
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#14
Sep 24, 2012, 08:00 PM
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Went grocery shopping to get away from my mother's passive aggressive husband. Gonna have a microwave dinner and hide in my room. Ok maybe a caramel apple too.
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#15
Sep 24, 2012, 09:14 PM
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In bed with tv on trying to relax. Feeling grateful for my friends.
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Sep 24, 2012, 09:18 PM
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Stay safe
 
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Sep 24, 2012, 09:28 PM
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You're one of those friends!
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#18
Sep 24, 2012, 09:39 PM
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Awww thank you . I am honored
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