how can it not be?

and borderline is so much bipolar

how can it not be?

how can extreme experiences not be passed down to emotions and ...

passed on again to relating to people....to loving....and mixing all the hell that up!

....the manic lover and the depressed maniac!

it's disturbing just a bit...

anyone know what came first?....I guess it's pretty different for everybody....or is it?

mania has given me situations and affectivity that just tear me apart to recall...

because ...maniac....went all arse up in the process...couldn't handle it all the love or whatever it's called

now I'm just seriously difficult and complicated....borderline

but it has to be ok!....right?

and this is what shits me about me...I always say it's ok...

when it aint

but what choice have I got?

[Moose72]

Because bipolar us chemicall dependent and borderline is not. Meds do nothing for borderline really. Bipolar- you miss some and you're screwed.

[Clinte89]

I always say ok when it ain't just to please others, although it kills me a little each time.

Originally Posted by Moose72

Because bipolar us chemicall dependent and borderline is not. Meds do nothing for borderline really. Bipolar- you miss some and you're screwed.

borderline is more chemically dependant than anything I have ever experienced!

bipolar is almost like a side effect of borderline sometimes (personal just me)....and thankfully there is something designed for it.

moods and emotions?

well thats the real dilemma....control the moods...?

and the emotions might just get too restricted.

and need somethin' more to de-activate the depression...

but....antidepressants don't go so well with borderline....

depression is the bipolar end of it...sadness is the destructive borderline accidents along the way.

combine the two..

...depression aint so bad unless I get real sad about it

[Moose72]

I think that's known as a people pleaser. I really don't care for that lately- I just say what I want.

[Moose72]

Monkey well that's just what I heard re: borderline and meds.

I don't understand your post really though. We have a communication gap going.

Originally Posted by Moose72

Monkey well that's just what I heard re: borderline and meds.

I don't understand your post really though. We have a communication gap going.

comm gap is ok Moosey

borderline dis-order is like the ultimate clinical excuse for

"I got know damn idea what to do with this person"

thats been my experience...it's all about self determination and self treatment!

there is no medication....you are right...and I'm in the wrong forum?

but the two are so linked

it all comes back to confusion...simple

bipolar can and has confused my emotions so much and made it so difficult to interact with people.

people subsist with right and wrong left and right...usually.

doing both...right and wrong with equal intensity....flying left just as much as flying right and apparently wrong anyway.

and still having feelings....it's insane...

[Moose72]

You got that right!! "And still have feelings"!!

Originally Posted by Moose72

You got that right!! "And still have feelings"!!

mental ill equations....psychotic mathematics!

overwhelming mood swings + damaged emotions - knowing anything else...
but hoping for more...

'multiplied' by instinctive frustrations....that things just aint right!

'divided by' ....urgent intentions to satisfy all those around.

= some kinda' incredible person.....unbeatable...sad ...shattered...but

magical...screwed up...dangerous...tactical

tragic...unpredictable creative...awesome

....just need someone to hold a person like this...someone that knows better!?

and there are people out there...there must be...

it's pretty damn hard doing it alone

...guess that sums it up

[hamster-bamster]

Yeah... you take a pill and you are not depressed, take another pill and fall asleep, take yet another pill and have money in your bank account... bipolar is relatively easy.

borderline... no

[Moose72]

I think we've found our alien brethren!

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by Moose72

I think we've found our alien brethren!

Originally Posted by Moose72

got the world in my alien eyes...

[sugahorse1]

I'm also battling to tell the 2 apart. I know some pills help me

[Moose72]

Nobody has ever mentioned or suggested BPD to me. Imbglad. Figuring both out at once sounds confusing.

[Clinte89]

I have been mentioned that I could be bpd once but they said I leaned more toward bp for some reason so here I am