sorry to divert any impressions unless?

...it's really hard for me to say I'm struggling.

why do I think I'm any different to any one else...like I should manage better or something?

I'm such a cocky jerk...impossible!...I hate it

I grew up pissed off!

I pissed everyone else off after that.

now my world is just a bit pissed off with me.

oops....

so sick of downplayin' everythin'... I don't know much..

just a guy who found nowhere safe but inside his own head but he be running out of space.

[Anika.]

Maybe it's good sometimes to just say it straight. So you can really be heard for all you have to say.

It's ok to say you are really struggling, You see us do it all the time. You don't have to be anything, you don't have to hold it in better, or be stronger. We will be here to catch whatever words you drop down, however you decide to drop them.

I get this, I struggle a lot in my head, with myself. And I cannot always lay it out straight. Me and my ego have it out daily, and I still cannot put words to it.

I always try to decipher what you are saying, but I probably misunderstand a lot. I think I can see some of you tho, for wanting something more, something different. And because you said pissed off the most times in this thread, maybe that is what you need some of, the opposite off pissed off... no not pissed on! Maybe some some just content, from you, and from your world?

[faerie_moon_x]

It's okay to admit that you're struggling. I know it's hard to do because we're all taught to be so independant. Go to school. Get a job. Take care of yourself. But that's not how humans really work. We're supposed to live in little tribes and take care of each other. That is what is missing from the equasion. So we all fight against our own biological nature with this society of independance.

If pictures and riddles help you vent, then that's powerful! It's art! Art is a powerful tool.

I find it really hard to say when I am struggling cuz of the lessons I have learned in life. Growing up, if I talked about how I felt, people around me tried to fix me. If and when it didn't work, those same people grew resentful of me for not letting them fix me and just added more and more stress to me before finally giving up on me and I always ended up feeling like more of a loser than to begin with.

but it's not like that anymore, but those reflexes to stuff it and hide it will always be there.

[pegasus]

Better to be pissed off than pissed on! Sometimes a little anger can get us through...

Or a whole lot lol

[lynn P.]

((dubblemonkey)) - sorry you're struggling. Let out a "r o a r" and I feel like doing that too.

[Clinte89]

Saying it straight out and being honest with yourself about it is the best way to go just that can be helpful because it doesn't make you weak to Hirt or be pissed off it makes you human. I hope you get feeling better I'm rooting for you. Your strong and can get through anything. You just have to convince yourself it's ok to be honest and real. Not everything is flowers and lollipops

[BlueInanna]

i'm here to listen anytime, lots of us here, wanting to support you, no judgments...

[cocoabeans]

Me too.

I always feel the need to one up everyone else and if I can't do that, I need to one up myself.

Always struggling to get by, if I do that, get by more efficiently. "Fitter, happier, more productive..."

Admitting it? Honestly saying, "hey I'm struggling here." I weigh the pros and cons against some goal there. I'm ashamed when I forget myself.

I'll have no shame but, only if there is a punch line in it.

im scared im hectic but the sun is shining its a beautiful day im scared im hectic but its ok .... lv, dm

[Anika.]

Hope you will be ok, sun is out, sounds good, sun is down here now.

Hang in there James, monkey's know how to hang in there pretty good too.

yeah the day could not be more perfect over here Anika.

I planted some new grass on my lawn a couple weeks back and the little grassy dudes are so cute growin' into the light and they let me walk upon them today so soft on my feet.

I'm a lunatic!

I expect to get a bit worse yet this mania sprung upon me I just hope it's gentle this time like the little baby grass dudes are

[Anika.]

Oh I hope so too, nah not a lunitic.

Cool tho, the grass here is dying, winter is on it's way, soon everything will be covered in snow, and even tho is can be harshly cold, it's like magic to me. Everyone will be complaining and hating, but all I wanna do is here the crunch umder my feet.

Maybe it will be soft like the baby grass. Only know as it comes.

[Trippin2.0]

Like Dr Phil said, 'You cant change what you dont acknowledge' yeah I went there! I quoted Dr Phil!!! Lol, acknowledging that you are suffering is NOT a sign of weakness, it is a sign of being strong enough to reach out, honestly... Love you Jamesy

adorable Lia....

angel *****y magic! .....adorable Lia

now I forgot what I was gonna say....hehe...

how do you do that?

mysteries are cool

.....personality explosion

I love you too...

I remember this one time watching Dr Phil....he had this fur-ball on his coat during the show and they kept 'cutting' to commercial to remove it!...but the furball just kept coming back...

the good Dr still helped them anyway...

it was a 'professional' fur-ball

[Trippin2.0]

Lmao proffessional fur ball! Guess it just wanted its 15min of fame too! And I agree, mysteries are cool