[faerie_moon_x]

I've been bad for a few days. Like really bad.

Haven't been taking my lithium, not because I forgot, though. Possible dehydration. So here's the issue. I take it at work and I remember. I drink all day at work, feel fine. At home, the baby is in a stage where he wants to eat or drink everything I have exactly how I'm doing it. So, if I have a cup, he fights with me for it. Gotten soaked a few times. I try to put the same drink in his sippy cup, but no... he wants mommy's cup. Playing tug of war with a 1 year old baby to have a drink of water.... aaaahhh! Phase needs to end already.

So my solution? Can't drink at home....

Started getting a pain in my side, left side. So stopped meds on Thursday, by saturday pain was gone. But... now I feel totally crazy.... racing.... last night was getting super paranoid, started crying it was so bad....

going to get a water bottle probably on Friday which is payday. so I can have drink at home, but not wanting to start meds again until that.