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Old Oct 17, 2012, 12:05 PM
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I know that I said that I can't. but now I've decided that I won't. I'm so done with this. there's nothing more to my life anymore. It has been consumed, what little I had. I want to drink... so so so so so bad. but my wife would never go for it and i can't stand the thought of another fight with her when i know she would be right.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 12:11 PM
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If you choose to give up, then that's all on you. Only you can decide if you give up or not. You say there isn't anything more to your life, but life is an every changing thing. Even if at this moment it seems that way, there is something else around the corner. It sounds like you're in depression to me.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 12:13 PM
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You are the main source of your happiness.

I have that on my desk. So I see it all the time.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 02:09 PM
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Depressed?? idk
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 02:36 PM
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Feeling hopeless is a sign of depression. Even if you don't actually feel depressed. That dread feeling, like life isn't worth it or life will go no where, that's depression. Maybe you're mixed, too. Just a thought.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 02:37 PM
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your prolly right bout being depressed. I just won't admit it i guess
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 03:10 PM
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That's okay. You don't have to admit it, you just have to fight it. What you stop fighting is the problem.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 04:05 PM
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I'm fighting the depression too. Seems like I'm able to get to work every other day, hopefully next week will be better. Today is a "can't get out of bed day". Did a few hours work remotely, but now I'm on klonopin to deal. Telling myself I give myself today to rest and wallow, and tomorrow I must make it to work. My youngest is off to science camp for 2 nights, I need this rest. But I keep crying missing him, it's only 2 nights wtf, lol. Hang in there Dan, find your happiness, you deserve it and you glow when you're on it. I'm sure we bp'ers heal the world with our glows when we're happy.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 07:32 PM
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hang in there Dan...

...it's gonna be ok buddy
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 08:04 PM
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I know it will.. just doesn't feel like it will, if that makes sense
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 11:31 PM
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Originally Posted by landskaperdan View Post
I know that I said that I can't. but now I've decided that I won't. I'm so done with this. there's nothing more to my life anymore. It has been consumed, what little I had. I want to drink... so so so so so bad. but my wife would never go for it and i can't stand the thought of another fight with her when i know she would be right.
Look Dan... you care enough to not want another fight with your wife.

That is a positive sign. A completely hopeless person does not care.
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