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#1
Nov 08, 2012, 01:40 AM
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I m at a cross roads and almost don't feel like going on any more.
I have such little in my life, and have lost interest in the rest. The thought of carrying on is hard
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
 anonymous8113, BlueInanna, faerie_moon_x
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#2
Nov 08, 2012, 03:51 AM
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I want out of this whole situation I'm in.
I can't carry on. I'm hurting so bad. My bf abandons me, but isn't even of what he's doing to my soul. No-one loves me any more, I have more enemies than friends. I'm back on max dose of Klonopin and it's making me feel like a zombie. I am an embarrassment
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
| faerie_moon_x
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#3
Nov 08, 2012, 04:22 AM
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 Wish I had some magic words or a magic wand to help... Alas I've been finding myself short of words lately (hard to believe, but yeah), but still am here to listen.... 
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Nov 08, 2012, 08:53 AM
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T told me to phone if I was not coping. What's that? I then said - if I phone you, you are going to send me to hospital? And she just nodded. Hence I've had to put it out of my hand. It seems like me T isn't really around to help...
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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#5
Nov 08, 2012, 11:29 AM
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I know how it feels to feel unloved. I've felt that way a lot in my life.
Do you have a pdoc to ask about the meds? I don't know if feeling like a zombie will help you when you're feeling so down. It doesn't sound good to me. Hang in there, suga. Don't give up!
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Nov 08, 2012, 11:29 AM
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Sweetie, it will get better! I don't know what your situation is, but I know how hard and bad life can get.... I tried the "easy way out". Trust me. It's not the right way.
In the span of a month, I lost my wife of 11yrs, my children, my nursing license and my self respect. I was arrested and charged with 4 felonies. Life can be REALLY tough! But it will get better. Life is a lot like the weather here in Chicago.... "If you don't like it, wait. It'll change in five minuets anyways". |
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Nov 08, 2012, 01:54 PM
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I tried the easy way out and failed.
Think i'm changing pdocs, but waiting for my T to set up an app with the one she recommends down the road. They both work at the Same hospital. I've been crying most afternoon and hiding the same while I've been at work. Today I managed to explain to my bf a little about how I felt. Klonopin and Ativan are my best friends. Now I've had too much wine. I am so weak
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
| Anonymous45023, faerie_moon_x
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Nov 08, 2012, 01:56 PM
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I tried the easy way out and failed.
Think i'm changing pdocs, but waiting for my T to set up an app with the one she recommends down the road. They both work at the Same hospital. I've been crying most afternoon and hiding the same while I've been at work. Today I managed to explain to my bf a little about how I felt. Klonopin and Ativan are my best friends. Now I've had too much wine. I am so weak
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Nov 08, 2012, 02:39 PM
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I can relate to this feeling. Things in my life are so overwhelming now that I don't know how much longer I can carry on myself. I don't usually post here but I came today to see what was going on. No one else wants to talk to me because I'm 'such a bummer'...
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#10
Nov 08, 2012, 02:44 PM
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Being "in the dumps" sucks. No other way to put it. The key, is realizing that you are on that down trend in your cycle, and you will come out of it!
Don't be drinking! That's just makes it worse! Go for a walk! Get some exercise! Spend some time in the sun! I know it's hard, but you have to be proactive! The lord helps those who help themselves. |
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Nov 08, 2012, 03:44 PM
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#12
Nov 09, 2012, 01:32 AM
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I am so scared about which people I can actually talk to about my dark feelings without the, judging me, or freaking out.
I'm very tired. My mood is a bit better. My self-worth is non-existant
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
| Anonymous45023, BlueInanna
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Nov 09, 2012, 02:09 AM
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i'd say don't talk to them about the dark if they'll judge or freak out. you have friends here who will not judge you. i won't judge you. bp does isolate us. what's up with bf? just not a good match? do you like to write on paper - i do because it's private and secret and then I can burn it or shred it to pieces. have to get the dark out, so you can process it, and it turns into something else, something healed. and you get your energy back to living your life.
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Nov 09, 2012, 02:18 AM
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I do enjoy writing. I used to do it a lot. Bf is just so self- absorbed in his life.
Yesterday I considered going to hospital. I certainly considered calling my T
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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