Is it possible i actually am worthless?

Oh there is some revealing going on here. Who and what is being revealed is certainly debatable.

You certainly do not, all of a sudden, appear to be someone who thinks himself worthless. You have a high opinion of yourself. Why are you complaining?

Ok lets take inventory here of the situation. I state quite truthfully that essentially if the "creator","spiritual force" or what have you reveals himself through a terrifying robbery. Concussion etc. That i will "pass". I further take exception with the whole "if you dont like to hear it ,it must be true argument" There are a MYRIAD of things i could say about you or anyone for that matter that they would loathe to hear, or take some sort of exception to.
There mere disagreement with the statement does NOT in any way make it true. Thats the reality of the situation ....thats what i have said. Nothing more.

Genetics information about food is valuable, and it isn't just all allergies. You use pot so you understand the value and benefit some chemicals can have on us. Your post about pot sounded that way. Food is chemicals when you break it down. I am not sure why anyone would want to ignore this fact, yet we do it all the time. When the meds fail.. this becomes an important piece. I would not say "when the meds fail" if I didn't see an absurd amount of posts about them doing just that. I am pretty sure Genetic offers this advise because she wants to help people.

On the religious aspect, I hear what you are saying. Religion is not for everybody, and if it isn't for you that's ok, it isn't for me either. I think they may have misunderstood and thought perhaps you are a christian when you mentioned god, and that this shook your faith. I wasn't quite sure either, makes no difference to me. I am just trying to see why this thread went where it did and perhaps if we can get it back on track and leave religion out of it.

I did indeed say in another thread that on the day of the attack i had done something rather uncharacteristic for me. I "talked" with god/buddah/dog whatever you prefer to call it/him/her.
I further said that the day i did this i was attacked badly enough to end up in the hospital. So yes i do suppose you could say it "shook" my faith a bit for lack of a better way to put it.
Disagreeing with a point no matter how vigourously in no way means i am "full" of myself.

I am not sure who you are talking too, no it doesn't mean you are full of yourself.

Saying you had a terrifying incident and talked with whichever higher power doesn't to mean you are of that faith or not, lots of people talk to god after something like that.. fear I would think, or of that faith. Doesn't really matter. Everyone reserves the right to not believe or believe in whatever they want. Yes you have a right to not want to align yourself with someone who would reveal himself that way, or to have faith.. or no faith. I think this is why we are not allowed to talk about religion here, it's too touchy, and too much separated by belief systems that infringe on other peoples views.

Ahh *gasp* I dunno.. I am just trying to help smooth this over, I don't think anyone had ill intentions in this thread, not you, not her, just a clash.

Actually I've never felt worthless, I just feel

sub-human.

I feel like some alien species between human and, say, cat.

Humans universally look down on me. Because I had head injury so I am slow.
Especially slow of speech. Slow to make decisions. Truly, this makes me sub-human.

But my five cats look up to me.

Okay, sometimes it's embarrassing, how much their esteem means to me.

But I'll take what I can get. In their eyes I definitely am not "worthless."

I spoke with the higher power BEFORE the incident. I feel that is important here.

Then feel free to say so. All I was saying is that it was not clear at least not to me. And I dont like to assume a whole lot. I thought maybe there was some misunderstanding, I did't get the feeling your initial post had much to do with god or religion, just about self worth.

You are important and not a mistake. You are an individual who makes our world a better place..