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Dec 24, 2012, 05:23 PM
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It's happening again. I know it's not real but it is blatantly in my face. My son has to be psychic, I'm psychic and there are crazy *** thoughts that are saving our lives. K I know that sounds insane and I am trying hard not to entertain the thoughts but damn...
Ugh feel sorry for myself time lol. I am sick of feeling watched. It comes and goes in spurts but I just want to feel ok sitting on my couch not having to worry that someone is staring through the window. I am sick of not being able to enjoy sex because I can't focus on what's happening most of the time. I feel pulled by everyone in every direction. It's not always like this or always intense but just once it would be nice to relax at Xmas with the fam without having to make an effort to pay attention and be present. Oh and the no filter between brain and mouth then looking like the ***** in the end of every convo or worse yet the whiner. Ugh 
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Dec 24, 2012, 05:29 PM
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Sorry your going through a rough go of it. Hang in there I hope I passes for you soon.
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Dec 25, 2012, 06:47 AM
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slightly diffrent... but i do want to share this (and this thread is the best place, i think)
i can actually predict things... not big things, but when it comes to the radio or tv for instance- it's scary. last week for example, i was watching emmerdale and during the break i got to thinking... i wonder why my dvd of soul surfer's not arived yet? (soul surfer is a movie i enjoy watching) so during the interval just to skip the adverts i flicked through some of the channels... and what do you know!. soul surfer was just starting... and i'm like.... wow!. i didon't even have a clue that was on!. with music. it's usually me thinking something like- ah, you know, i've not heard a song by katy perry in ages... then what do ya know, katy perry comes on think the furthest this has gone is that i've predicted teachers not being around to do lessons i've said okay... this teacher won't be in tomorrow, and low and behold, the lessons's canceled kinda scary and cool at the same time |
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Dec 25, 2012, 06:57 PM
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I believe in this kind of stuff, so don't know what to tell you. You could be having psychosis of you think it's not real. Or you may be having some awakened consciousness maybe you're not ready for.
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Dec 28, 2012, 03:56 PM
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Same with me with movies!!! I can't do it deliberately but it does happen. My pdoc said it was subconsciously heard like "Soul surfer coming on Saturday". But I know for a fact when I haven't watched that Chanel in a week that I didn't hear **** lol
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Dec 28, 2012, 03:58 PM
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As for the psychotic things its not debilitating mere minor annoyances. For the life of me I can't remember if this is how it starts or if I just become bad??? I never remember if there is a build up before stepping over the invisible line of insanity
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