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Old Jan 05, 2013, 03:29 AM
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Am so very sorry for your loss, I can't imagine.
Will keep you in my thoughts & prayers.
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 05:40 AM
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like everybody else, all I can offer are humble condolences
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 06:45 AM
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I am sorry to hear of your loss. May God and his angels be with you and your family. Please stay safe and if you need someone to talk to im here to listen R.I.P Jason
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 06:51 AM
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To my Lovely and Wonderful 'cyber' friends,

Finding this site when I did was a blessing. Your thoughts and prayers are so needed, they surround me like a giant hug.

I can't tell you what this means to me.

Jason's viewing is going to be on Wednesday night and his funeral on Thursday morning, followed by a lunch at his Uncle Alan's house who he loved dearly.

I am dealing with this right now by planning all the details, doing it the way Jason would like. His dad is finding it hard to make plans, we are grieving in different ways. I never knew how strong I could be. His very close friends are totally torn apart. Two of his closest childhood friends, who I mentioned I was a second mom to, are particularly distraught. They drifted away from Jason for a little while, but when they found out this fall how bad he was struggling with his addiction, they were back fighting right by his side. They felt they were his protectors, and are feeling like they let him down.

I need to be that second mom again and let them know this is not their fault. I need to let them feel the love I have for them.

Wow, this is something I never thought I could live through.

I am really going to need you guys when the funeral is over and everyone goes on with there lives and I am home alone missing my son, my friend, my buddy so much !
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 09:13 AM
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we will be here...

he's a great looking guy ...your son...has a real warmth about him.
easily someone to be proud of to call a mate.

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Old Jan 05, 2013, 09:21 AM
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We will be there for you, Your son looked a very handsome young man
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 11:47 AM
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(((((((((((Speed))))))))))))) How horrifying for you! As a parent, this...wow, this has always been my greatest fear for my adult kids.

I am praying for you and yours.....I am here for you....
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 02:51 PM
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What an infectious smile he had.

It is very generous and kind of you to find stregth to be a second mom to his friends now.
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 03:36 PM
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I am very sorry for your loss.
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 03:42 PM
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Hi,
I'm sorry for the loss of ur son and will keep u in my prayers.
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 07:15 PM
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Just reading this makes me want to cry so much. I am so sorry. I can't imagine any worse pain than losing someone so close to you and someone you have raised, not even mental illness is probably anywhere close.

Make it through this.
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 07:21 PM
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I am crying for you, im soo sorry!!! I wish i could take away your pain, my heart is saying a million prayers for you tonight...Love and hugs to you...
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 07:30 PM
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Words fail. Speed3
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Old Jan 05, 2013, 11:01 PM
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My deepest, heartfelt condolences Speed. I can't imagine losing one of my close family members. Just the thought of it tears me apart. Just stay strong; we're all here for you.
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Old Jan 06, 2013, 12:31 AM
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Thank you for sharing a picture of Jason with us. His smile is beautiful!
I have three sons and a daughter. I cannot imagine my life without any of them. I have expressed my sympathy earlier, but I want you to know that you have been in my prayers since you posted of Jason's death.
Thank you for sharing Jason with us as you grieve his death. I know that all of us wish we were there to hug you during this time.
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Old Jan 06, 2013, 08:53 AM
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My heart weeps with you my dear, no greater lost than your own child. my tears fall with yours
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Old Jan 06, 2013, 09:37 AM
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If you would like to read Jason's obituary go to
Go to. www.msbfh.con

Jason Crosby. Under online obituaries you can light a candle for him there
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Old Jan 06, 2013, 09:47 AM
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Speed, I wanted to say I've been following this thread since you posted it. I cry every time I read it. I've been at a loss for words, so I haven't said anything. There are just no words.

But I wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you.
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Old Jan 06, 2013, 05:14 PM
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Speed, I wanted to say I've been following this thread since you posted it. I cry every time I read it. I've been at a loss for words, so I haven't said anything. There are just no words.

But I wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you.
Thank Costello it helps all of you help
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Old Jan 06, 2013, 06:22 PM
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Speed, I hope things are a little better for you tomorrow and that you are able to
rest tonight.

Prayers will go up each day for you for your calm during this coming week.
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Old Jan 07, 2013, 02:11 AM
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Condolences to you - please keep strong
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Old Jan 07, 2013, 02:18 PM
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Thinking of you much Speed. I lit a candle at the website, thank you for sharing his picture and story with us. Just want you to know I'm thinking about you so much.
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Old Jan 07, 2013, 02:30 PM
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The link won't work for me but I do have a candle lit at home and I will also leave one here if ok Still thinking of you

My Son Jason Died Last Night of a Drug Overdose
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Old Jan 07, 2013, 02:37 PM
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(((((((( Speed3 ))))))))

From one mother's heart to another, I send you love and strength and warm gentle hugs.

I, too have lit a candle for your beloved son. Thank you for sharing some of his life and loves with us. He will forever be your "baby" and will forever be with you, close to your heart and your dreams.

I'm so sorry Speed3.....so very sorry.
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Old Jan 07, 2013, 04:44 PM
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If you would like to read Jason's obituary go to
Go to. www.msbfh.con

Jason Crosby. Under online obituaries you can light a candle for him there
THe online site is www.msbfh.com
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