...wanted to stay on it didn't want to fall off it what a misfortunate accident did I need to think too much to know what I meant ever and thats why I crashed?

things just get too damn familiar after a while and the FUN gets lost in the whole experience.

it's all about..

what's wrong NOW?
what's gonna go wrong NOW?
why can't I get my **** together NOW?
why do I want to escape so bad NOW?

...can I get this suicidal thinking to leave me alone?

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the worst thing for a bipolar is to be stuck at one end for too long!

and some things just trigger it

rapid cycling is so much more gentle on the insane mind than random permanent gloom.

sometimes things just rock you...me...who?

WHAT!?

I wish I didn't know.....

Rapid cyclist... good pun!

[Clinte89]

I agree we are not meant to stay on one end to long. I hope your taking care of yourself James. Dont try to cycle to fast. I know its impossible but try your best to slow down buddy.

Originally Posted by Slump

Rapid cyclist... good pun!

i also saw that coming

kind of amusing... i know what you mean of course, but the pun is amusing

[Trippin2.0]

Jamesy, its sucks when we fall off, and even worse when we get a puncture and need to figure out how to fix the damn wheel while not getting hit by the oncoming traffic bcoz the damn bicycle just refuses to breakdown on a safe spot! I hope you can get back on and move to a safer area, rapid cycles suck, but atleast there's no fear of permanence... Thinking of you ole buddy, love you stax

very cool Lia...great description...never in a safe spot! how true is that!
I love you bunches too..
I hope you are eating stuff again

[Trippin2.0]

Thanks must give you some credit though, you always spark the coolest descriptions from my fingertips Almost very nearly able to eat! I want to be those emoticons, all of them at once!