Ima gonna have to reschedule my pdoc appt. ...
no funds.

I'm also just gonna have to get by on the meds I am currently on, cuz I can't get in right now to have them changed.

i'm going to have to make some changes around here.

first off, I have to get off this site.
it is triggering for me.
take that away... and I'll do much better.

second off...

well, i'll just have to be ok second off.

maybe it's all in my head. maybe bp is something that is as bad as I let it be. maybe it's not even real....

maybe, just maybe, i can get so involved in life that it will make it ok.
i suck at relationships... i tear them apart.

i suck at site's like this... they end up doing me no good...
i suck at mindfulness..... it's not for me.

i lose myself sometimes... but now I'm back and I'm making changes.

I hope that you all are doing well and continue to do so.

goodbye you all
and remember to stand tall
in the face of rememberance
of the times that made you fall
and in those times
I know you have learned something true
something to help you through the storms
something that will stay with you

[Trippin2.0]

It is not a negative refelction on you if this site or it's members are a trigger dan, there is no blame to be placed.

During my time here, I've had to say goodbye to few friends for this very reason, so i understand why you feel you have to leave, but I will miss you, and hopefully we'll still have FB?

You're a good friend Dan, even if you can't see it, and I hope you are able to carry that with you on your journey

well dan, what ever works best for you... if you stay, that's cool- we like you here.

but if you leave us then we understand.. because it's your health that should come first

[Clinte89]

Whatever works best for you Danny boy, I hope everything goes your way.

Boy, I'm really sorry to see you leave, Dan. You and Dubblemonkey keep things in
proper perspective, in my view.

I know that negativity is a loading for depression and I fought that, too, initially, but
there are many good, kind, and honest people here who really mean well in their efforts to help.

I will never forget Dubblemonkeys' calling this a Free For All. What a guy!

If it will encourage you to stay with the group here, please read some of the posts on the Addiction Forum for relief. They often have the best answers for relieving problems in bipolar illness.

Please come back when you feel that you can overlook some of the things that happen on the forum. People do care about you here.

Best wishes.

[hamster-bamster]

I hope that things get better and you return!

[Victoria'smom]

hate to see you go but you need to take care of yourself we're here if you need us.

[~Christina]

Oh Dan .. I hope you are okay and please don't feel bad about needed to get away from here.. Take care of you !