Enough

Christina, tomorrow is a good day for that, or whenever you are ready. Just be gentle, you are having enough pain right now, need to just baby your self for now. We all need that sometimes.

Try not to *think* yes I know.. that is super super hard. But it might help to clear the thoughts away best you can. I know what you mean tho, and I understand that. Did myself a bit of that the other day.. it's ok too tho.

Do you have a favorite blanket or something to curl up in, maybe a hot bath just to try to feel a little comfort, I am not sure if that helps. or curling up with Sirius? maybe try to watch a favorite show or something to distract you a little bit.

I'm happy you woke up you're family and I dont ever want to lose you. You are the embodiment of a true Warrior Princess, someone I look up to, someone I love and admire Thanks for checking in sis, I really hope your pain level subsides soon, relief just HAS to be around the corner, I DEMAND IT! I know I know, I am kind of a spoiltbrat, and times like these it shows... Love you Christina

I'm not gonna trick you into believing things are much good Christina....

can't do that

...but there are no tricks about wanting you to be ok..

so I'm gonna' stick with that...love you too..

You guys ,have made me cry Your support and love means more than you could imagine

My pain is still the same.. I break down sobbing often. I no longer want it to stop, maybe I have been asking too much? I just want the pain to lessen just enough so I can take a deep breath.

I love you all

I'm so sorry you've been in pain for so long. You are not selfish! I wish that someone would step in and help you. Please continue to fight for relief you deserve it.

morethingswrong Hi i'm a pain sufferer as well. Have tried everything under the sun for pain relief. if it said pain relief i would buy it try it and after failure would never use it again. Everything from home remedies, creams, lotions, tapes, meds (opiates), roxies and surgeries. Even have a spinal cord stimulator. Now I'm an addict to my pain. It wasn't until I went to the treatment center in lake Worth Florida. They had pain management they teach you how to manage the pain. It worked for awhile. Until my feet started to go three operations last year was umbearable. (see photo's in profile ) The thing with me i won't tell people i'm hurting until it's to late. I have hope to walk again one day. and possibles and belief for a productive life. Something brought me to your forum glad i read your about your pain. sign avoice.

Update .. Still in horrible pain, I did talk to my T. That helped me a lot, he offered to have me come in today but Tomorrow will be okay. Since I am his last patient tomorrow will have a couple hours. Hypnotherapy is in need and loads of it.
I just need a break, just a break to get ahead of the pain. Thanks everyone for the love and support, it is helping, I am still breathing

I'm sorry that you're in pain, but really glad you're still with us. You are so strong for going through all of this.

Hope therapy goes great tomorrow

Something that help me a lot was to laugh it out. So everyday I would just laugh at everything even made people laugh at the things i would come up with. Before you know it your not thanking about your pain and you get moments of relief. Try it I also use a lot of meditation at night i listen to relaxing music puts me asleep as if i was in a trance. Just some things to try.

I'm so glad you were able to talk with your T today and see him tomorrow! Very sorry you are still in such pain. Any little bit that might help though....
Lots of gingerly-given ssss and fingers crossed that loads of good comes of your visit tomorrow (2 hours! Yea!)

My pain level is down to an 8 !!!!!!! I am able to finally take a deep breath. According to my T it took over 20mins to get me under and every time he started bringing me out he could see the pain on my face .. So I was under almost 2 hours.. Pain level of an 8 isn't ideal at all but it's something.

Thank all of you so much for the support and love

So glad to hear there is movement in a positive direction! Wishing more of that for you!

What a great T!!! Love him!!!
gentle