I'm all over the place ....

like it's a free trip!

nuthin' is for free...mania sends me an in'voice'...and I never said nuthin'

so the only option is to rip everyone else off!

unless you care?...of course!....goes without sayin'

and the minutes tick by and the more vulnerable I become and the more meaningless are my efforts to cope!

and it becomes surreal and perfectly crazy like I was never meant to be in this psychological position....

I still feel guilty...a bit

I don't know what I'm meant to do about it?

things can get better perhaps...but I never expect that...

I trust things will stay the same....worse makes stupid sense

and if you know me...then you would know I have flipped...just a little more than less than alot more than what is obvious and I'm sorry

[shlump]

James, we love you

flip, slip, trip?

happens....
We love you

Be safe. Go where you can be safe if home is not that place.

[manicminer]

No aplogies necessary. Enjoy the ride! Just make sure to brace for the inevitable crash.
Best wishes and good luck

[~Christina]

James

the symptoms may never change, but you can. your response and your thinking can change, therefore changing the whole experience.

so yes, things can and will get better for you.

I don't live your life. I'm sorry for my comment. I'll back off.