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Jun 26, 2012, 03:23 AM
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.....can't stop my mind!....it's turning dragstrip gear munching
an accident in slow motion... why did I launch this time?....it's beyond me I don't know? it's bipolar it's real and it's a struggle this time I had no warning I was fine maybe too fine maybe not fine enough maybe had a new idea of fine maybe just reacting to life but what ...? it's a struggle it would be nice to just be held ...comforted....soothed I am so ashamed ....deeply ashamed of my astronaut head I won't let anyone near me.....I might just hurt them and then hurt me back and then what?....I don't need that evidence of my dysfunction! but I am lonely and tired but also superbly overconfident that I will be ok flight and airborne phantom man caped demon swooping the earth nowhere to land ever! cerebral turbo mentally hyperinjected motor boost I glide but it's best in the clouds...I don't want to see the land no more cos I cannot reach it and crash again and again emotion power thrust flappy broken wings spinal pain holding me together in such dangerous atmospheric conditions nosedived test dummy from another world passes me by... ....or was it me? did I reflect? or just deflect it's all abject! guess I better take another mood stabiliser.... what a dumb way to end a potentially good situation |
 BlueInanna, shlump, Victoria'smom
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Jan 27, 2013, 05:02 AM
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Jan 27, 2013, 01:12 PM
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Yes super cool reflection there J
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| Anonymous32912
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Jan 27, 2013, 01:19 PM
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it would be nice to just be held ...comforted....soothed
Yes it would! Love this part!
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Jan 27, 2013, 03:22 PM
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"the orbital feather beast, eh?" Well, as Shakespeare says, "all's well that ends well"
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