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#1
Jan 31, 2013, 03:14 PM
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Im on this roller coaster currently feeling very mixed. I have been thinking though where all this started. Well when i was a kid my parents thought I had a hormone imbalance I dont remember why but they did and I refused to get tested cause I was afraid of needles. I wish I would have agreed then to seek help at least I could have gotten some help and maybe my life wouldnt be in taters as it is now. i feel my life is falling apart again, Im sleeping most of the day, and at the same time I cant quit smiling and feeling happy but at the same time I just wanna go away and hide.
What is going on with me I feel Im in a mixed episode and its only getting worse. It started out without me noticing and now Im back in this odd hole like Im standing in a hole with my head poking out. Ugh Rant over.
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#2
Jan 31, 2013, 03:51 PM
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I think you need to tell your mom or see your psychiatrist asap. Don't let it go out of control.
Also, I think your at where I am at. Not having a lot to do during the day makes anyone crazy. |
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#3
Jan 31, 2013, 03:57 PM
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Well all I feel like doing is lounging and jumping around Im restless as I can be. Idk maybe i just need to go outside. Im gonna tell someone but everyone is to busy for me right now.
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#4
Jan 31, 2013, 04:01 PM
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No one is too busy. If they can help prevent a massive mood break then its a victory for both of you. That is the truth.
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#5
Jan 31, 2013, 04:06 PM
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I suppose your right ill go ahead and call someone
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#6
Jan 31, 2013, 04:07 PM
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 sending you strength!
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#7
Jan 31, 2013, 04:16 PM
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Thanks for that and the advice
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#8
Jan 31, 2013, 04:20 PM
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how about some "dance dance evolution" ... its not that bad ... and world of warcraft rules obviously but i dont think you mean to sit on couch all day playing video games!!
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I am lost in my own mind !  Hypo-mania and Depression are alike a Knife of Dreams !  Dx - Bipolar II  I'm not feeling well ... I got pain !!! Effie, We all got pain !!!!! 
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#9
Jan 31, 2013, 04:21 PM
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all right... forget what i said before... call your friends that's better....
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I am lost in my own mind ! Hypo-mania and Depression are alike a Knife of Dreams ! Dx - Bipolar II I'm not feeling well ... I got pain !!! Effie, We all got pain !!!!!
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#10
Jan 31, 2013, 05:30 PM
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Not really into video games. But If i where I would totally do that.
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#11
Jan 31, 2013, 05:45 PM
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How do you tell your family you feel bad when all you can do is smile and laugh? Please I need advice.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#12
Jan 31, 2013, 10:27 PM
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Explain you are feeling one extreme to the other and how that is NOT a good way for a BP'er to feel.
Hang in there 
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#13
Feb 01, 2013, 12:53 AM
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text it to your parents or call pdoc tomorrow morning.
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#14
Feb 01, 2013, 09:51 AM
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Ok Clinte, you are doing the same thing that I do. You are making yourself OK for your family. Protecting them from yourself.
the instinct to protect is surely a strong strong one. It takes a lot of courage to come out and say it. I would use Facebook as a means to talk to your mom. She is always on there with you and typing is much easier than talking. hope this helps |
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#15
Feb 01, 2013, 11:29 AM
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Yes good plan Dan ill tell Her online. My dad well I guess I could text him. And I got my official dx today bp 1 with psychotic features yay lol just had to share that
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#16
Feb 01, 2013, 11:32 AM
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what Clinte?....don't tell me you're a bit crazy
 or ...hmmm?  do tell... |
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#17
Feb 01, 2013, 11:33 AM
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I will tell scream it from the rooftops f--k all those who will judge me. It's part of me now let's let it be just that
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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