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...I'm weak.
mentally exhausted emotionally useless. I am tired useless I don't want to wake up ever again... so I decide to remain awake until this contaminated thinking leaves me! ya see?...being a "human"...is like putting on pink undies to me I am an alien! see oops!...already stuffed up! ![]() meant to be talking like a human here! ..ok lets try again.... ![]() I'm scared I'm really damn scared and I'm not freaking kidding!...at least thats the way I felt all week.... and now?? f___k!! ![]() the feelings gone I really thought I was onto something!?? and it's gone...a kangaroo on a motorbike just blew me a kiss! ![]() ..stuffed up again! ![]() I don't know how to talk human! and maybe I'm comparing myself to the wrong species? |
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#2
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James,
Don't tell anyone but I think I am from Mars. Never fit into the so called human race. So you are not alone! ![]() ![]()
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![]() JASON 8/17/1985 to 1/03/2013 I miss you sweetheart |
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#3
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I'm a myth...
Not to worry, speaking James suites you. and kudos for trying an alien language ![]() |
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Hang in there James. I know when things go bad they really go bad but I know you can handle it. Hang in there buddy
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#5
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...you know I can't talk like 'normal' people do Lia...
and it's important to agree or believe whichever works best.... there really are normal people I'm never gonna be one of them and if I was normal?...what would I say to me? "hey it's ok!" I say that to myself anyway... so then I think the normal people are all screwed up cos I got there first... but I'm still abnormal... living in a human in-between! weird trippy strange but ok ![]() |
#6
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trippy strange is a hellava lot more interesting don't you think? Sure certain times suck, but I'm convinced normals who have no physical health problems die of boredom bcoz their existance is unnatural and the brain and body just wither away...
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wow Lia...I just blew my nose all over my face!
![]() you sure know how to arrange peculiar realities into their true spots! ![]() I've seen withering... damn I don't want to see it again |
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I really don't care what language or species u gonna speak, just glad to see you back in action.
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hey C...what you up to...you a weirdo to? hehe ![]() |
#10
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You know it!
![]() So there was a planet I once lived on called Maldek (sometime after Venus but before Mars - Mars was crazy too - 2 moons... big city type life). Maldek was this cool nature time, but bad aliens from the Vega star system came and enslaved us all, built crazy **** that blew up that planet. Now it's the asteroid belt between Mars and Jupiter. Anyway I don't remember much before that lol. ![]() |
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Remeber that story I told you about James, about the alien souls. Makes you wonder about all of us who feel like we are on the earth but not of the earth.
I have some wonder lust for that. And maybe it's ok to feel that way.
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Ad Infinitum This living, this living, this living..was always a project of mine ![]() |
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#12
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after defeating the Slagmarts and Glegs...(tough buggers)... always arguing about this galaxy and that!...whats the best one? like it matters..? duh! let them figure it out! until then and even after? ... the ride aint over...hehe ![]() |
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#13
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I have gone past hoping Anika...and just believe it! my Earthly intellect is fast running out of time... something must replace it for me to survive |
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