..now thats something I guess?

I don't know?...maybe I'm really losing my mind?

after all this time maybe It's really happening
I seriously cannot recall the last time I felt complete for more than 20 seconds...such a long time now...20 seconds ...and the last time I reached it!

I complete simple tasks only after extra-ordinary thought and planning...I think thats what normal people call worry.. insist on doing.. I insist on avoiding accidently!

and yet I continue to worry

and my brain is just not equipped to be concerned with worldy affairs barely capable of personal affairs...

I know there is something unique...not particular but unique to myself

I just cannot remember it...stuck in the legal system of this society for so long has beaten me down...I cannot even remember what I didn't do!

like who does during an episode?...and they drag me along

I'm desperately trying to feel accountable for something when it was nothing and after nearly a year I can't feel anything!

and what a shame it's pretty much everything now

(NTR)

no need to reply

[~Christina]

I'm gonna reply anyway

Your way with words... describing how you feel is amazing !
It's an honor to be your friend

[Darth Bane]

Your way with words...
if only you were god james....

you could have said "let there be no bipolar" and boom.. everyone would have been so happy ....

thanks DB...

it would be wrong to be ungrateful...

but we both know you're puttin me somewhere I don't belong even both of us cannot breathe there...

the turbulent cerebral abyss magnificent yet bottomless unmapped world inside our tiny superminds...