..the air around me for months now has become very personal like it's a part of me there is no differentiation between me and it...cos the body heat is about exactly the same as the day and the night heat from this Australian summer experience.

I turn my pillow a thousand times every time displaced sleepless night in hopeless efforts to find the 'cool' side of the pillow and then it's a discovery of supreme magnitude until 3 seconds later the 'cool' side of the pillow becomes hotter than my overheated head slipping awkwardly upon my greasy shoulders attached to my sweating wet baked body like I may as well be in a freaking spa!

...and there's a movement in the kaleidoscope moon shimmers ...in my eyeball!...sinister creepy!...cockroach another damn FAST insect to crawl over me unless I destroy it only to be replenished by new troops upon it's dispatch!

and what to make of this 700 dollar power bill?...and I'm getting fat in places even the medication can't reach...something that only the beer I drink the soup ale from the alcohol Gods!

my lawn dies before my eyes and I'm not even looking...the stench of unfortunate little creatures that didn't make it haunt the sidewalk...
poor baby birds leap to their deaths out of nests much better not...onto sidewalks way too hot!

the thing that trips me the most is the cold tap in my shower delivers water that is hotter than the hot tap!...

I turn on the hot tap to cool the shower down!??

it's all very hard to regulate...welcome to bipolar

yes.. welcome all. wonderful, aint it?

[~Christina]

I do not function when it gets hot, no way no how.

me not too Christina..

it gets like you just cannot get away from it...and it goes for 4 months.

I used to be ok with it...but I think that part of me died with all the other try hard parts of me...

seems since I turned 40 all I'm good at is complaining

I have very little patience these days and just holding it together...

[~Christina]

I understand, I think you will be just fine once winter comes around. I will soon have Spring (thats ok) but Summer follows .. Ugh I can't even think about it.

[BlackPup]

Sharing the heat with you.....

[manicminer]

I'm hopin now that i'm off the Depakote, I will gain back my heat tolderance. I use to be able to stand out in the sun on the pool deck for 8 hours straights as long as i had water.

[BlueInanna]

I'm ok with hot when there is a pool or some body of water nearby. I'm actually looking forward to summer right about now.