[SMonster]

Hello, I've suffered from Bipolar disorder my entire life and am finally (relatively) stabilized as of about a year and a half ago. However I still have flare ups as we all do and in addition suffer from PTSD. I have no one to talk to about any other this as I don't know anyone in a similar condition or with similar experiences. My parents are amazing, but can't truly understand and my boyfriend completely shuts down whenever I bring any of it up. I feel very alone and could just use some advice or someone to talk to about all of this. Any input would be much appreciated.

-S

[~Christina]

Welcome SMonster,

We are all a friendly bunch here, with all kinds of advice to offer.

Look forward to getting to know you

my onset was at age nine, so I understand having the illness your entire life. growing up with it, not understanding it and coping with it as a kid.

I only got help for myself about a year ago as well. I still have episodes even though my meds appear to be the right combination as well.

no, your not alone!

[AeonDM]

I told my wife that I need to know that she really knows that I am suffering. I have chased all my friends away. She is the last person I fail to chase away. I don't need her to understand. I just need her to know. I need it. I gather every ounce of sincerity that I have and try all sorts of ways to make her understand that I need her to know. I am in my own way trying to know her love for me.

[Clinte89]

Your not alone smonster. I know a good many of us feel the way you do about not having understanding parties to talk to. So welcome and share your story with us we will listen.

[Mara Mountain]

Hi, I understand what you are going through. Here you will find a community unlike no other. No one will judge and everyone is very helpful. I joined just over a month ago and have received so much helpful advice and book recommendations also. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.