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Old Feb 08, 2013, 06:28 PM
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Who knows what she wrote in my chart. She did say I'm anxious. It's worse at night. I was irritable and snapped at my youngest at my lunch group today. I can't keep taking Ativan. I took a shower already. Watching my show. Hrumph. Been anxious for weeks.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 06:42 PM
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Sorry to hear that moose. i hope you get feeling better soon. hang in there.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 06:59 PM
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I really can't keep doing this. I hate night time. People are hanging up on me too.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:08 PM
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Did your T give you ideas on how to cope with things?
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:14 PM
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Seeing friends, exercise, doing other enjoyable things. I just alienated another friend. I really hate this feeling. I'm leaning toward twice as much Ativan or some brandy. Tomorrow my friend is visiting from Ohio so that will distract me.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:45 PM
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My thoughts are dark. They go "think of kids".... Pull down to dark... Soothing dark.... "Think of kids..." Is this ****ing day over yet? Oh yeah there's another one tomorrow.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:46 PM
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Yeah seeing your friend should help you .
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:48 PM
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There is also the possibility that your current meds are just not working. Have you been on the current ones for long?
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:48 PM
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2 mg of Ativan here I come. Maybe more.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:49 PM
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Newest is topomax since end of November. Others much longer. Even doubled Zyprexa this last week.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:54 PM
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Lithium level done recently and good.
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Some times Meds just quit working. Or sometimes people are on too many. would be worth looking into.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 08:01 PM
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So what do I do tonight? I think I'm losing my mind. This feeling sucks! I can't cry. Just go crazy!
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 08:06 PM
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Thoughts turning bad. Bad. Time stopped.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 08:09 PM
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Tonight , you need to distract your self.. Polish your nails? toes? give yourself a facial? watch a funny movie, You should definatly write on your Blog. Listen to quiet calming music, take a bath? take a shower? Fix your hair a new way. If you wear makeup try something new. YouTube has a bazillion videos, read a book.... Aren't you glad you asked me lol ! Seriously take a deep breath or 10 and remind yourself you can handle this. You can
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 08:35 PM
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I PMed you.

I'm still watching my show.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 08:52 PM
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Moosey hope you can find some distraction.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 10:32 PM
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I have up and took 1 mg of Ativan. Not what I wanted but oh well.
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Old Feb 09, 2013, 12:14 PM
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Slept last night. With friend now watching a DVD.
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Old Feb 09, 2013, 02:39 PM
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Friend is keeping me occupied.
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Old Feb 09, 2013, 05:09 PM
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So far so good with friend. Worry about no kids at home and friend gone later.
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Old Feb 09, 2013, 06:21 PM
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So decided to go to the comedy club with my friend.
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Old Feb 09, 2013, 06:40 PM
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Friend and I trading each other about getting a hotel room.
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Old Feb 09, 2013, 06:49 PM
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More tonight. I must. Me thinks yes.
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Old Feb 09, 2013, 07:09 PM
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Now I'm sure. Maybe the laughing will help. But I definitely think more Ativan is in order tonight.
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