...wanna stay alive?

....trick question?

who is making out they want to live but really they want to die!?

...waiting!

...waiting!

ok...I will put my pitiful hand up...I will surrender all my experience to this one moment I will die ... to save myself!

hey bipolar aint' no fun...I can last forever alone with this thing because I already have....but I read all the pain here ...

are you going through something else?

are you experiencing something else?

one thing I discovered?...complaining?

never got me anywhere..

now ranting is different...ripping into things!

but for everyone I want to rip into for survival there are 10 that want to rip back into me.

and I promise you they are lining up!

so I can drop my ego and do nuthin'.....kill their confidence and survive

or I can embrace the hate become a moodswinging murderer and die

[AeonDM]

Black and white never work. Blaming and justification never work. Kill to live never work.

Die to live. Yes, might work. Interesting idea!

yeah its a bit full on...

those here that know me?

they know I'm crazy

my heart is immaculate

my brain is fu-cked

and it's ok

[AeonDM]

I just texted my wife after she told me she loves me. I asked her if her love for me includes my madness. Man, I hope she will do some soul searching before she answer me back.

What am I to do if she gives stereotype reply?...

[Clinte89]

Hang in there fellas, nothing is never as it seems at least my opinion. But I see most people in my life are fake. all I can say is hang in there and watch the people your around because they can drag you down. So Basically dont die cause other people arent worth your life.

Don't base your life on others....
base it on yourself...
don't base it on how others feel...
base it on yourself....

some people may disagree
but please, listen to me
it's not worth any more self hate
it's not worth any more pain

this is a place to figure things out
this is a place to let it all out
you don't need to be defensive here
i got your back