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Feb 22, 2013, 09:20 PM
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please forgive me I lost control I lost the one thing I never had I lost the feeling of the imagination...the possibility of understanding the impossible the faith ...
I lost the faith! and in pure tears of leaking brain out my eyeballs terrible beautiful release of the only pressure I experience! please forgive me psych central for I betrayed you I forced you to follow my hell brain into insane... please forgive me my dear friends here I believed I was dying a death alive like a moody poisonous zoo animal violently discouraged! living is about avoiding death entirely and the one and only ending! ...once achieved the living becomes a "life"...and the death is off in the distance... and like a bright eyed baby warrior fully equipped with weapons! ...ready to take the journey to fight all the way in nappy all happy ...there is a place within each of us a place beyond imagination and beyond faith and beyond dreams! it's not fantasy it's not even a WORD! it's in between everything we know... it's what we don't know it's free it costs only true emptiness to fill right up all the way... thankyou for your support when I fell down everyway...thankyou for your respect when I couldn't get back up anyway! thankyou for your love even when I can't see you thankyou for letting me love you too when I don't know you... James 
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 Anika., ~Christina
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Feb 22, 2013, 11:52 PM
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Glad you came back!
This made me cry too. X.X beautiful |
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#3
Feb 22, 2013, 11:59 PM
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Yup. All teared up here too...
Welcome back! |
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#4
Feb 23, 2013, 12:05 AM
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Welcome back Buddy I was reallly worried about ya.
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#5
Feb 23, 2013, 12:06 AM
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Love you!
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#6
Feb 23, 2013, 12:10 AM
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Welcome back James
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Feb 23, 2013, 12:17 AM
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I'm so happy your back
You are so loved. It just would not be the same without you. I hope your feeling better.
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Feb 23, 2013, 12:38 AM
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This is a beautiful letter. Glad you are back.
  
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