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Old Feb 28, 2013, 01:14 AM
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Sui is not an option. Sorry, love u, not an option. If you're like me, that's my catastrophic thinking go to place. But it's not a solution. Good job with the kids you're a loving mama.

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Old Feb 28, 2013, 01:20 AM
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I just want it to go away. When does the 3rd Ativan kick in anyway? Being sedated is seductive. If take the white stuff they give you right before surgery/ the I don't care stuff. Lol
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 01:31 AM
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Moose, do you have any breathing exercises you can do, to relax whole body, to center mind on breathing not thinking?
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 01:31 AM
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Lay down with lights out if u can, wait and see if it works. I've got to try to sleep now too. I know this is hard time Moose but healing could come from it.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 01:33 AM
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I hope the pills plus the show will do it.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:54 AM
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It's early am now, Moose. I read about your awful night, and I hope you feel better this morning. I had alcoholic parents-one who loved me very much, and did the best she could. Yes, I have some scars but I knew the love was there. I am sure your dad loved you very much, too. If they can only give us one thing, that's the best thing.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 11:16 AM
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I hope you're better today, Moose.

Also had a fight with my mother in law last night.... still shaken myself.

But, even if the voice is telling you sui is there, don't do it. Your kids need you to be here, not in heaven. Everyone always tells me my mom is with me, looking at me from heaven. A lot of good that does me when I need her here. So, you keep fighting those thoughts, okay?
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 05:51 PM
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I took my youngest to a museum only to come home to find that the hospital charged me $300 for a session with my T! That **** is covered god dammit!
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:19 PM
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Why is it when one thing goes bad other things follow. I would call the hospital billing and get it straightened out ASAP.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:24 PM
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They're closed. It's dark. It's night. I feel dark. Self destructive. More than yesterday. Happiness is a tentative thing.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:31 PM
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Which who how? If I fail I'll end up failed but with a big bill. Better get it right. Better figure it out. BETTER be WORTH it!!
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:44 PM
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How many? Which way? Oh just take them already. Which I had something better.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:47 PM
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What a slap in the face to charge a mental health patient on Medicaid for a session!
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:54 PM
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((((Moose)))) I'm sure it was a massive mistake on the hospital's part. You'll be able to get everything straightened out tomorrow. Sending positive thoughts your way.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 06:56 PM
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Thanks Nessa.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 07:00 PM
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I need to check out.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 07:22 PM
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Watching a show. Thinking I should go out and visit my turns who grows....
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 08:35 PM
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2 mg Ativan couldn't resist....
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 09:13 PM
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Thinking of another 2
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 09:29 PM
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Goodnight all. I'm melting away
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 09:35 PM
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not yet okay. Try to relax.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 10:00 PM
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I need hugs.
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Old Mar 01, 2013, 02:21 AM
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Big hugs Moose, I hope you are safely sleeping.
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Old Mar 01, 2013, 03:36 PM
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Old Mar 01, 2013, 04:08 PM
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Here is what I did yesterday. Just because of this I feel better! I only saw these pix this afternoon. Oh and the bill I thought I had to pay got dismissed!! Woohoo! (This is my bipolar blog btw.) ________>>Pix inside_____>>>

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