[venusss]

I don't even know where I stand anymore.

And I pray to all deities I am making the right decision(s).

[faerie_moon_x]

Sometimes life really does just sneak up behind you with the "bad times" stick....

I hope everything settles down for you. Vent your frustration if you need to.

[Clinte89]

life can definatly trigger things. i hope your doing ok.

[hamster-bamster]

Venus, I am sure you are making the right decisions.

[cocoabeans]

Yes, that happens. You're in that transition period between school and a career. You will probably be stressed for at least a year and then for a few months after every promotion or change in jobs.

maybe you are looking too deep into everything? overanalyzing maybe?

just a thought. but I know that I never know where I stand when I look to deep into things and I tend to overanalyze everything instead of just letting it be what it is.

I think the advice you would give me if I had posted this would be to step back from all of the situations that are triggering me and let them be what they are. to stop overanalyzing and look around at all of the other things that I have going on and try to find something that I enjoy.

Just sharing my experiences about feeling that way. i apologize if overanalyzing and overthinking things is not the problem... I just have a hunch about it.... there was really not that much info provided.

[venusss]

Thanks everybody.

I cannot really step away from it... needs to be dealt with. However, I can stop imagining all the horrible things that could happen.

And repeat *I am not a hick, I am educated, damnit!" next time a go to interview.