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#1
Feb 27, 2013, 10:58 PM
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I live with my mom and her husband and my kids. We got into an argument tonight because her husband ga e me his **** you triggering look that sent me to inpatient last time. I had a long talk with my mom about my alcoholic dad and growing up. I had wandered down the slushy puddly road in the dark after my eldest son because he walked out after the fight. I'm emotionally exhausted. I'm surprised I don't need psych ER.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
 faerie_moon_x, hamster-bamster, Permanent Pajamas
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#2
Feb 27, 2013, 11:09 PM
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You've had an emotionally-stressful night. Do you have anything you can take for anxiety, to help calm you? Do you know yoga or have breathing exercises you can use to ground yourself and clear your mind of all the negativity?
I'm so sorry, (((((Moose  ))))). I wish you could get some nourishing, healing sleep now.  roadie |
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#3
Feb 27, 2013, 11:18 PM
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I took Ativan and am watching tv. I wish I had a friend to call.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#4
Feb 27, 2013, 11:22 PM
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I wish I could leave here. The slushy road was better.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#5
Feb 27, 2013, 11:31 PM
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My mother tried to tell me that there was nothing good to my childhood. That my dad was all crap., can you imagine- a dad who doesn't know how to love? And all this time I thought he gave what he could. That was enough.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#6
Feb 27, 2013, 11:43 PM
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I feel like I lost a friend yesterday. And today this. Why not more Ativan to rock me to sleep? Into that slushy snow again.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#7
Feb 27, 2013, 11:47 PM
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I wonder if I can take benedryl with Ativan. What horrible thoughts dredged up tonight. An alcoholic dad. And repressed memories. No no. Must forget.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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Feb 27, 2013, 11:50 PM
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I don't think Benadryl would be a good mix. Are you sleepy? Could you go to sleep now?
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Feb 27, 2013, 11:56 PM
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No I am kind of keyed-up. I could take more Ativan then.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#11
Feb 28, 2013, 12:02 AM
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Now I'm crying at the tv.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#12
Feb 28, 2013, 12:08 AM
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I just had a thought: if I were dead the bill collectors could be damned.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#13
Feb 28, 2013, 12:21 AM
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A handful of Ativan is callig to me. Sleeeeep
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#14
Feb 28, 2013, 12:25 AM
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Three should be enough for sleep. Drink a full glass of water.
Sleep will be good, Moose. Roadie |
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Feb 28, 2013, 12:28 AM
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I just want more. Like 8 or 9. A dopey sleep.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#16
Feb 28, 2013, 12:33 AM
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But you already took some, (((((Moose))))). Just 3, okay?
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#17
Feb 28, 2013, 12:40 AM
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It's already closing in to 1. What do I do with all these bad thoughts? Sadness, Sui, children's singing, my children, lost friends, crappy days....
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#18
Feb 28, 2013, 12:41 AM
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Taking #3
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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Feb 28, 2013, 12:47 AM
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Important to drink full glass of water so they'll get into your system fast.
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Feb 28, 2013, 12:50 AM
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I'm feeling rather Sui tonight. It's different than before. I just don't want to exist. The happy things will have to go on without me. What I used to be will have to live on as well. I feel at pes e with being gone for good.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#21
Feb 28, 2013, 12:52 AM
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Don't take anymore, u need them to last til next refill. The thoughts and memories need to get processed sometime but hopefully to ignt you just rest. May e ur mom didn't mean it like it came across. Hang in there tomorrow is a new day.
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#22
Feb 28, 2013, 12:58 AM
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I feel like I've messed up my kids now too.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#23
Feb 28, 2013, 01:07 AM
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I know that feeling. They need to know you love them and that everyone's going to be ok. Try to send them to school in the morning with smiles, and then get back in bed to catch up on sleep.
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Feb 28, 2013, 01:09 AM
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I sent them to bed with hugs and kisses.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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#25
Feb 28, 2013, 01:11 AM
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I am feeling sleepier. I still have that voice telling me that Sui is a good idea. Damn it. I'm hungry again. Idiot Zyprexa!
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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