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Mar 06, 2013, 07:17 AM
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..all my mates keep dying!
it's not fair on them... I didn't do enough! another dear mate just overdosed... I could have saved him but I am too selfish and too messed up.... he was a tough boy..someone easy to hang around with a beautiful boy....psycho wonderful and charismatic and just superb! I thought he was ok... some things nobody shares... he was falling and I didn't know? ..I am always in free-fall...but thats no excuse.... I never expect to actually hit the ground and die! Jason hit the ground!...I cannot believe it... he flew past me ...I never seen him falling so fast! ...Jason was a beautiful boy a terrific man... he was alive yesterday morning... his death will be alive longer than anyone has ever lived! I'm still here it's not fair |
 BlueInanna, Confusedinomicon, Darth Bane, gismo
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Mar 06, 2013, 07:28 AM
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I can't tell you how sorry I am to read this. You can't blame yourself for what happened. It's not about being selfish, or inattentive to your friend, sometimes when you're in that place you keep it to yourself on purpose. Please don't blame yourself.
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Mar 06, 2013, 11:15 AM
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I'm sorry you lost your friend.
 Please believe it isn't your fault. He was a grown man making his own choices. It's not your fault what happened. I'm sure he would tell you the same thing.
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Mar 06, 2013, 02:41 PM
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I'm so sorry you lost another friend James.
So strange when you hear about this sort of thing and thought the person was ok. It doesn't make sense, I'm so sorry. |
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Mar 06, 2013, 04:11 PM
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People can put on smiles easily. He didn't want you to see him fall.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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