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Mar 09, 2013, 10:05 AM
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...now this is a tricky one to explain and to even go there?
when?..everything I know?...everything I understand? all that is me?... is responsible for everything that I feel...and everything I have ever experienced is? ...responsible for how exactly I feel right now when I am at my weakest! ?...my memory is at it's strongest I only know the past and believe exactly what it's done to me! ...how can I make new decisions upon such extra-ordinary evidence of self!? how can I change? ...and yet!?...I am so shattered within!... believing there was more and there still is more I can do to stop being so shattered without! people make mistakes! I make mistakes! I somehow insist mine are bigger than everyone elses! and I'm just an alien baby taking on the wall!  it's not even reality it's so abstract it's utterly ridiculous to think I know what I am doing?  ...and I keep climbing anyway  ...because there is always someone better...and what a damn relief! 
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Mar 09, 2013, 01:42 PM
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Monkeyman, you have a lot of self awareness!
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I get fed, don't worry.   (Buddy putting in his 2bits worth)
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Mar 09, 2013, 01:50 PM
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Wow,,, your thoughts are so similar to mine...
Completely numb, lost, scared, confused, frozen in time.... |
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Mar 09, 2013, 01:54 PM
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