I feel really good, but I'm bored all the time. Nothing entertains me for long, except music.

Anybody else go through this. Now I'm stable and don't have all the thoughts racing through my mind is all that I think it must be. Who knows but I'm tired of being bored. I went with family yesterday for easter. My son isn't really liking to talk like we used to. He's 17 and he's just now pulling away, I understand it he's gonna be a man soon.

Anyway it feels strange not living in chaos all the time

[ChunkyMonkey]

Do you have any animals? Sometimes animals can create chaos on their own! My guinea pigs are always stirring up a ruckus or screaming for food and my dog always has to have your attention!

[Nessa213]

I have my days like this. And I agree they are just down right dull. (Granted, these only come around once every two or three weeks.)

Today is one of those days for me. And I always feel kind of bad when I think to myself, "Man... is this how normal people feel all the time? It's weird. I don't like it."

I'm feeling this way right now. I have an older son who doesn't want anything to do with me much.I'm very bored. I do have a son with me but he's more interested in his own friends. I felt manic for the past month or so. I really find all kinds of music helps but can't be focused on the tv for almost anything.I don't like chaos though. I had chaos for all my life and finally found out the only one who can help me is myself. Of course talking here and finding good friends has gotten me through a really hard few months. What's your fav genre of music? Hope things get better

Thanks you guys.

I have 2 cats that's all I can afford right now I hope to get a dog eventually.

My favorite type of music is mainly alternative, I like most everything except for country and rap.

My son hung with me today, we had a really good dinner and talked. I do like being stable just need to get used to it.

[Warrioress]

Oh I know that feeling! In fact, I'm going through it right now. Meds seem to be working pretty well and I feel as close to normal as I have ever felt and although that's what I've longed for for many months, now I'm just bored. Ah well.