[dubblemonkey]

pretty sure we all... that arrive here for whatever reason?...whatever makes sense or whatever doesn't make any sense!

..here we are...little bodies of human magnificence maladjusted superb examples of emotional instability accidentally and in supreme denial of the genius perhaps accidental and indeed mental?...

no not really? ... dearest foolhardly pals!...accomplices in this deliberate self annihilation!

...you reckon "they"..."them"...otherwise designed!...that they and them?

know what the hell is going on?...

after many years of ever increasing madness I can profess to likewise ever increasing adjustment to this very same thing.

no-one is left behind.

at no point is it acceptable to take matters into our own hands and make a silly choice!

it's popular belief to not go down without a fight yeah?

well that does not apply to this condition...

because half the damn time?...there is no freaking will to fight!

and it's crap judgement for this to be considered crazy!

...it's the topsy freaking turvy world of the intensely designed human...and we are many...and it's fine!
even though it doesn't feel like it!

I never managed a bipolar cliche ever...so screw it...

most people typically experience the end of their life when they are too old to count or really badly sick suddenly or by foolhardy crap!...

bipolar depression is living death and need not be the killer it determines to be!...it knows where we hurt....!

just gotta wait it out...know it's there...and funeral don't really start with fun!