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Old Apr 10, 2013, 05:53 PM
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I could color.... Feeling settled in bed but even the tv show I'm watching is depressing.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 05:56 PM
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I'm really tired of what a mess I've made of my life. And I can't seem to get past that.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 05:59 PM
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This show is about homeless people. :/
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 06:08 PM
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Turn the channel

You can't change your past ..but you can change your future.

( my T reminded me of this today, and saying it out loud makes it real)

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Old Apr 10, 2013, 06:13 PM
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The episode changed now but I do see my t on Monday.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 07:12 PM
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I keep getting triggered for anxiety.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 07:30 PM
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I keep thinking I ruined my life.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 07:54 PM
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Do you have enough Ativan til you see ur pdoc.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 07:56 PM
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I have some but I don't know when I'll see the new pdoc as I am switching them. I could call and ask maybe?
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 07:58 PM
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You haven't ruined your life . How can you ruin something that is evolving... Your life is here and now and will continue on as you raise your children and so on...
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 08:50 PM
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Because I've ruined part that's important and ice crippled myself.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:06 PM
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Feeling anxious and guilty
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:10 PM
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Ativan was taken. Puh
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:29 PM
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Ok I'm done being bipolar now. Get me off this merry go round.
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 09:56 PM
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Okay.. Wanna try the shiny roller coaster next ?
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 10:00 PM
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Ha! I'd end up screaming. Maybe that's better??
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 10:14 PM
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I screamed on them @ Universal with my Daughter .. it wasn't always a scream of joy ! ...Ha!
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 10:21 PM
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Exactly. Lol
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Old Apr 10, 2013, 11:59 PM
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 05:33 AM
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Hey there - how you doing?
I can feel anxiety and/or depression coming back and am so tempted to take an Ativan. I'm not supposed to - I get addicted and abuse them. But I hate this knot in my chest.
Thinking of you too
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 06:47 AM
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That's what I'm worries about too. That they'll say addicted. Why did they day that for you?
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 07:40 AM
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Hi Moose. I'm a little on the new side, but because I get awfully anxious and agitated, I just wanted to say I can relate and hope you feel better. I hate to think of you feeling the way I get feeling cuz I know it's dreadful. It's hard to soothe. I bet your nails look lovely though. Hope the milk helped. The Ativan too. Write anytime. Feel better and take good care. Thinking of you.
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 09:32 AM
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I got addicted because I was taking too many. If taken in moderation I'm sure it's not as much of an issue
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 11:37 AM
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I took as prescribed then after a few months i needed a higher dose. My pdoc said no higher b/c of possible addiction. I stopped taking them.
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Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day.

1). Depression
2). PTSD
3). Anxiety
4). Hashimoto
5). Fibromyalgia
6). Asthma
7). Atopic dermatitis
8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria
9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1)
10). Gluten sensitivity
11). EpiPen carrier
12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. .
13). Alopecia Areata
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 11:46 AM
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I can sleep without them.
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