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Apr 17, 2013, 10:24 AM
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had everything going for me, amazing boyfriend, my own car, graduating a year early, decent friends, in modeling and acting school, got my license, had plans to get a job as soon as this school year was over..
Now my guidance counselor says "some things have changed this year" and doesn't know if I can graduate early, when she ALREADY told me that I DEF could. My friends.... ha.. what friends... Still got my license, but I basically ruined my car when I wrecked it yesterday.. Now I can't get a job because I have no way of getting there... My modeling and acting school graduation & prom are all this weekend, and what do you know, I'm covered in poison from the waste up.... I bet that'll look stunning on runway and in my prom dress.. not to my mention my prom date, "best friend" , completely blew me off five days before prom... oh and who knows what's happening in my relationship anymore... I know I don't got a clue.. nothing I do is right, ever. FML. I wanna crawl under a rock and never come out.
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233 I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it. "Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..." |
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Apr 17, 2013, 11:28 AM
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 Faecal Matter has a bad habit of hitting the ceiling oscillator ALL at once So sorry life sucks for you right now Take some time to self-soothe, do something nice just for you. Aromatherapy bubblebath maybe? Whatever works for you sss
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#3
Apr 17, 2013, 11:24 PM
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Fight to graduate this year you only have 2 months. Go above your guidance counselor. work with foundation for the poison to get a similar coloring for graduation and prom. I'm sorry things suck hopefully prom is fun
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Apr 18, 2013, 05:59 AM
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I'm sorry it seems like everything is crashing down around you, but it sounds like there are at least some glimmers of light in there.
Focus on the things you have achieved thus far.
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller" Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn |
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Apr 18, 2013, 08:07 AM
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The only thing that's getting better is I'm taking steriods for my poison, so that's going away. (slowly) . ..but I have something else that could be majorly bad...
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233 I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it. "Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..." |
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Apr 18, 2013, 08:11 AM
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What is the something else? You can PM me if you want to keep it private. I am here to listen.
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#7
Apr 18, 2013, 08:40 AM
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so nothing is happening the way you expect ...
sometimes it is like avalanche you can stare at it, you have pretty good idea what is going to happen next but ...
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I am lost in my own mind !  Hypo-mania and Depression are alike a Knife of Dreams !  Dx - Bipolar II  I'm not feeling well ... I got pain !!! Effie, We all got pain !!!!!
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Apr 18, 2013, 10:11 AM
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Yup, when it rains it pours. No matter how hard you try, you can't plan life. It just kind of has a way of sneaking up behind you and changing your plans.
Don't worry, it will all get better. And then worse. And then better. Forever. That's how it goes. 
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