weird and wonderfully useless likelihoods

well for starters...just being mentally assaulted by suddenly important and random information that I feel the need to globally broadcast!

but so what..

anyway...so my mood swings are incalculable...I never know if I'm living or dying in the future or in the past or immediately right now! ...
I'm subject to the exact same metaphysical forces as every other looney dude on this galactic spherical asylum!

...so I'm crazy unpredictable in so many obvious ways?... according to me I am ...but hallo!

it just occurred to me how freaking predictable I really am. ...and suddenly I just lost all comprehension about what was on my mind? ...
which is just so typical when under pressure to make a point.

it happened just after my shower this morning......I was abducted by meaningful meaningless....ness!

it occurred to me that no matter what...if I timed myself everyshower I ever have? that it would be within seconds!... I dry myself with the towel in exactly the same pattern everytime...I toothbrush following precision preselected jaw co-ordinates!

...my left sock inexplicably arrives on my left foot with subtle yet boring harmony (keeping in mind there are no left and right socks! )

...pretty much the same deluded and distracted dopey look appears on my face as a fixture during toast buttering which, by the way, is delivered according to some cerebral GPS and is configured likewise on the second slice!

my car keys are always in the same spot...it always takes me three times to leave the house cos I forget ****!

damn I forgot again what the hell I was on about! I guess that even though I'm permanently lost and mixed up in the confusing vegetable soup of existence... there's a whole bunch of seemingly useless likelihoods that I can rely on each day and that somehow define me....hmmm...and that even though I'm convinced of falling apart pretty much all the time malfunctioning!...there's many many un-noticable mini-structures that somehow keep me functioning anyway.

I still don't know what that was all about?

You're Harold Crick! Stranger Than Fiction (2006) - IMDb Main character in Stranger Than Fiction!

better check out that movie moosey!
I would right now but my movie machine is broken.

...so what I did was take it all apart to fix it somehow...and now it is really broken.

That's pretty profound, like if it's a literal movie machine or a life on the spherical asylum movie machine... May the gods bless you and fix this movie machine with their lightning bolt staff remote controls.