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#1
Apr 26, 2013, 06:28 AM
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I am not going to cry in a ball in the corner in the dark for no reason..... what is going onnnn....
My dog made me cry earlier. Old music makes me cry. Disney movies! WTF! I'm just getting random pitfalls of depression and its so irrational and logical at the same time. I should be depressed, I'm just so happy usually. Nothing can stop me, but I know the reality of it. Grades and personality can't get me through life.... its all in the blood and the mind, like Gattaca. (movie). This is going to sound paranoid... bare with me. The government is controlling my future. (sort of) I wish I could explain more but they're probably keeping track of me to be honest. Wow i should not post this. I swear this is true. Wow. Quit talking. I bet none of that made sense. I might be more dumbfounded then you guys. Please don't send cops to my door. I'm not as crazy as i sound. |
 BipolaRNurse, faerie_moon_x
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Apr 26, 2013, 01:02 PM
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I commented on your other post about maybe talking to your doctor and I think this might be a good idea. Sounds like you're having a really hard time right now. Hang in there!
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Apr 26, 2013, 01:19 PM
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Hi,
I second the recommendation to contact ur pdoc ASAP. Stay strong
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Apr 26, 2013, 02:03 PM
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i'm feeling fine this morning.... but yeah. Looking back at these posts from last night....
I just can't go to a psych doc, besides the whole government issue (which i swear isn't paranoid) my insurance blows hard and i can't pay for it... thanks though. I'm new so mods had to edit my comments and authorize their posting, so I thought that took FOREVER but thanks for your replies. I guess I already knew but I always just need another view to say, "yeah, you saw that correctly". |
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Apr 26, 2013, 02:13 PM
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I am usually happy but I cry a LOT when not on any medication. Medicine acts as an emotional buffer so I don't tear up.
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Apr 26, 2013, 05:30 PM
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I get some days like this. Little things make me choke up hard. And Im a guy...
And then the feeling of "everyone's out to get me come crashing in" Dwell on it enough and I get to where you seem to be right now. But I have no doubts the feds have an eye on me or could very easily. Time in a psych facility, turned down for service in military b/c of psych meds, DUI (fingerprints in the system), the web history I have, gun owner... Just take some deep breathes and direct your mind away from where it is now
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Apr 26, 2013, 05:41 PM
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lol manicminer i'm totally with ya. I woke up this morning feeling fine, asking myself wtf went wrong last night. Got some video games in, gonna try to get a little homework and studying in today.
I can do this lol. Be back tonight to melt down probably. But I hope not. |
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Apr 26, 2013, 05:46 PM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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