Crashing and burning.

This is going downhill. Slowly but surely I will deteriorate completely.

F**k.

I've been here before. I know exactly where this leads.

Angular velocity will have to wait.

I'm pretty sure I know how this story ends.

i dont know perhaps our brain can feel the lowered levels of serotonin and dopamine. in my case depression slowly strikes. i could tell months ahead that i am falling !!!

i know what you mean. years take to come out of self destructive effects of depression,and just few months are enough to again slide into depression.

keep holding on

Hang in there, WE. Maybe just knowing where the road leads will help you naviagte it easier this time.

I'm always right near stall speed then the engine revs back up and I'm cruising again. That doesn't imply that I'm okay. It just means I live to fight another day. This is the hand we were dealt and we're all still trying to figure how to make it work.

Months?? I'm talking minutes, hours! It really doesn't take long to crash down into severe, suicidal depression on my end.

Especially when I don't sleep. I swear that speeds it up. Was a wreck last night when I posted that. Probably be back tonight to post some philosophically cryptic nonsense about how this will end badly.

Fine at the moment though. Thanks all.

I understand crashing and burning fast.

My emotions/moods/feelings/thoughts never stop. I can be fine one minute, then a few later I am a wreck. But when it all goes downhill and that slide starts there is no stopping it until it hits bottom.

We are here for support.