[Victoria'smom]

I'm writing this from the children's hospital because my life isn't messed up enough that life wanted to throw me more.. I feel horrible. So bad, depressed I guess that I'm nauseous solely to get all the horrible, disgustingness out of my system. situational sucks but I was like this before.I'm holding everything right now because my husband's sick. Miguel can't seem to leave the state without his body making an abscess. I want to go home but I don't at the same time.

I have no idea what will happen when I start taking my A.D. without a moodstablizer because my stupid medicine for my family cost well over when I make a month and my insurance doesn't cover of the state. I'm sorry I'm making no sence.I just had to say it to someone. I'll be able to participate more after the 12 th. I even called my therapist for an earlier appointment and I never reach out 2 them.

[BlueInanna]

back in hospital again do they know how long? Do u have ur rx but can't afford or need new rx? My pdoc told me to call drug companies and most have assistance programs. I did that with one med... Thinking of you

[Victoria'smom]

we have our prescriptions but they going to close to $700 to fill here. we've been here since Wednesday but they haven't found an antibiotic that you can take at home yet.

[bluewave7]

Do you have a case worker there who could help you with meds? I get mine from a free care clinic who in turn gets them directly from the drug companies. I pay nothing. Can you go to a different hospital?

[Victoria'smom]

my home is 12 hours away. We came up because my grandma was not supposed to live trough the night. that was about 2 weeks ago, and she still holding on. I was supposed to pick up our medication about a week and a half ago. So we've been living off our reserves.

I tried really really hard to get a hold of pdoc before left.to no avail. Shortly afterforetting here I became suicidal and started to occasionally see things that weren't there. my husband and son get really sick because of the weather change. My sis and I get into a fight, which makes it clear about her opinions about my son infront of him, only for my son to then develop an infected cyst again.

We asked for our meds to be mail but they havent been yet. I really like how this hospital treats my son and I'm more than comfertable with him staying until they have a plan to take back to our children's hospital. We're running in to the problem that because we have out of state Medicaid and we're not residents here no one seems to be able to help.

[BlueInanna]

Sending love and prayers!!! Something has to work out here for you guys, so much going on. Love you

[~Christina]

Good thoughts and love your way

[Victoria'smom]

my husband was able to to get our mood stablizers. so at least I don't have to worry about that.thank you guys I'm sorry for venting.