I hate being downplayed

...I wrote something over a year ago ...before I freaked out and left and then returned and so goes it!

there is a distinction that MUST be made here...and every fuking where!

and that is..."emotional incompetence does not equate to unstreetsmart and worldy un-intelligence"

...makes me think...that maybe I should just rest my head in the lap of a stranger and surrender!!

but that has always proved to only be in their benefit cashing in on my vulnerability!

there is no-one more vulnerable ..and yet more creative and more outstanding than a free psycho!

yeah funny!..I don't exactly mean psycho...in the stereotypical sense.

...what I am actually reffering to is myself... a personal psycho..

a personal brilliance
a personal expert at surviving!

if anyone can get this far in life without killing themself?

despite all the efforts...

it offends me that anyone can attempt to aquaint themselves with the experience...and tell me what to do about it.

dubblemonkey, i will kick his *** whoever is offending you trusting others is never good idea but it is worse idea for us... these strangers assume they know better just because they don't have bipolar

I am grateful you are on this planet James, still kicking despite the hell you endure. Love you!

My dad was a tough dude, on his own when he was 17 and he never let anyone intimidate him. The lessons he learned he passed on to me, though I'm nowhere near the man he was. But he taught me how to survive, how to get back up when life kicks the crap out of you and since I only learn things the hard way, I've had the crap kicked out of me plenty! So this illness we all share either breaks us or makes us stronger. We know ourselves better than anyone else, so if anyone wants to fk with us, they''re gonna be sorry.