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Old Jun 11, 2013, 07:32 AM
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images of me warped and distorted pass through gaps in my lucid malfunctioning memory of times all condensed and complicated.

this body over bones carries me skeletons over clones parries free...

the inner bleeding is reversed by the medically rehearsed and cynically expensed to the clinically dispensed...

I know what to say but I can't speak...I know where to walk but I'm too weak!
I know I can feel I know I must I know it's a big deal but what can I trust?

I this and I that it's me the hater!...you this and you that it's you the lover!... and ...all them who are myselfs are stuck inbetween this illogical mess.... but I digress!

such are the numbers of time and the algebra of my mental crime... incomplete elusive shapes bond me permanently to the vacuum of my unfastened personality and how difficult it is the older I get to understand the asymmetry that no longer overwhelms me ...HA!!

eyelids....hiding eyeballs!

...it's all nasty familiar in here and nasty dis-similar out there... and exactly dis-proportionate to the ridiculous reciprocal of that!

there are two distinct.... two worlds in here that multiply when agitated and moved sideways along the parallel... and born agitated I suspect only severely more over the years and aint it amazing how babies will always look us in the eyes...and I'm gasping for breath overkill 3 minutes is too much to explain my condition to anyone but it's only possible when I'm shutting down physically and on auxiliary power from the phantom synapse!...before I collapse!

there are many ways to be...
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pegasus, spondiferous, Trippin2.0, ~Christina
Thanks for this!
spondiferous

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Old Jun 30, 2013, 10:22 AM
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In a very tangible way, I can relate to this. Very much how my mind works.
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