Need to connect with someone!

I've been going through a lot of changes in my life over the past few months, but mainly the past month has taken a toll. There is no time out that I can really take. I have rapid cycling bipolar and have seen therapists and go regularly to my psychiatrist. I am on 3 diff. meds that I take on schedule every day! For at least 2 wks or more now my anxiety is going through the roof. I'm so irritable to my kids, I get panic attacks sometimes, am always anxiety ridden, especially if I am not in my own atmosphere. My anorexia has flared back up. I am SO SICK OF THIS!! So tired of the onsets of bipolar symptoms. Luckily I have a boyfriend who is very supportive and tries to help but I can be so rude. I try to take a step back and apologize for my behavior, I've been diagnosed for at least 7 yrs. so I know my symptoms. This is hell being stuck in this head and no one understands. I got a tattoo the other day just so I could feel alive. To feel something. Anything? Anyone?

I'm so sorry once. I do know what you are feeling. God, i go through the same things. You are not alone. There awesome people here.

Take it on minute at a tim

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Could it have something to do with summer? I have two little kids and staying home with them in the summer means 16 hour work days! So stressful. I am glad to be able to do it, but it is hard work! xox

I was diagnosed a year ago I'm still figuring it out I'm mostly on the manic side but when I get depressed its bad I hope you feel better our illness is a struggle hugs

you are definitely not alone. i went six years with only minor symptoms to have it flare back up again full force over the winter. it is extremely frustrating! but know that you're not alone.