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I AM SUFFOCATED BY THEM! Today, I have boycotted all cleaning and work because I can't stand them. They are scaring me...but I am SO much bigger than them! I haven't felt overwhelmed because I have been dancing and singing both alone and with my kids. I'm not a good singer or dancer (
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Oh dear it sounds as if you're in a bit of a whirlwind of chaos there.
When do you see your pdoc again? It seems as if your current behavior is causing your husband concern and you may need help. |
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![]() I hope your come down isn't to hard, and I have not had successful relationships with people who treat my swings as if I am a disobedient child. I hope your family is getting support and counseling maintenance as well. Best of luck to us all.
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BEST OF LUCK TO US ALL! ![]() 600 mg Trileptal (oxcarbazepine) 30 mg Atarax (hydroxyzine) 8 mg Trilafon (perphenazine) Bipolar 1 - Borderline Personality Disorder - Generalized Anxiety Disorder - Eating Disorder |
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Call your husband and tell him your taking the kids to chucky cheese (or similar place) or a bounce house place and take $15 for each of you and $15 for food and then leave all cash and cards at home.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Keep at the computer. It can be great at keeping your mind occupied when it's fragmented. You can just look at whatever you want and it stops my irritation. Books, films, music are all too slow when I'm manic. But the net can go as fast as I can. I also paint. That really absorbs all the craziness too. It really helps me focus and is very satisfying. Mind you, the pictures are all a bit disturbing!
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Miguel's Mom, going on a bouncy castle when you are manic would be ace. Except you'd probably get arrested. I could totally go for that.
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I second the painting. Painting is often the ONLY thing I can do in those kinds of states that is not crazy uncomfortable. Talk on the phone???
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Mid November...my hubs wants me to call but I don't think I need to call.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Hey Carshart,
I know your enjoying this ...but .... Please go back and read some of your posts from about a month ago. You started this way and wound up a super hot mess and went IP .. Call your Pdoc now and stop this before your off the rails again ![]() I know your not going to like me advising this, I'm sorry. I'm not being mean just concerned for you.
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Wow...lest we forget! I can't believe that I cycled a month ago...it seems the times of insanity, ha!, come closer and closer together! I am certain this won't happen again though. I have much more control and after a week I have no signs of dysphoria. I just feel...well...like I belong in a musical because I'm pretty sure I do. Music is my healer.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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If you wont call would you allow your husband to call?
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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