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Old Sep 23, 2013, 11:12 AM
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..I cannot be touched

I cannot be thought about

I cannot learn the things that change that!

I am superior bipolar and inferior un-polar

I panic I will never escape this mess

and all my intellectual twists only tangle me up more

I don't want to survive this emotional disaster

and I keep waking up.....

my sleep is death my awake is an emotional explosion....

I die both times
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Old Sep 23, 2013, 01:43 PM
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Try to keep hope, I know it's hard but meds have improved so much over the last 15 yrs. I'm hoping things continue to improve. They're starting DNA testing for the most responsive drugs, metabolize testing for proper doses, and they are starting to have better ways to dx. mental health. So hopefully it continues and one day it'll be easily tested for and easily treated.
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I wonder if I will ever see the end of this mess myself. Hang on. Things just might get better. Are am I dreaming?
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I'm feeling relatively ok lately. You hang in there monkey friend!
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..I cannot be touched

I cannot be thought about

I cannot learn the things that change that!

I am superior bipolar and inferior un-polar

I panic I will never escape this mess

and all my intellectual twists only tangle me up more

I don't want to survive this emotional disaster

and I keep waking up.....

my sleep is death my awake is an emotional explosion....

I die both times
Not sure if you intended it this way but I think it's a great poem.
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Not sure if you intended it this way but I think it's a great poem.
I cannot write normal xx
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Old Sep 24, 2013, 03:22 PM
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I'm glad u don't write "normal". Your style is refreshing.
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