I am trapped inside of my own head. My thoughts are way too big for my own consciousness. I'm so uncomfortable. I want my soul to jump out & be free. This brain, this body, this room is too small. I'm choking. And I can't get out -- there's nowhere to go. Everything around me is closed-off & dead. Decaying & gray & I'm all that's left alive. And it's starting to infect me & I'm scared to succumb into their destruction. I'm atrophied & sick & I just want these thoughts to stop being so powerful. It's like when you blow out a breaker by using too much energy. I can't contain it. It's too well contained. I'm numb & in pain. I want to rip off my own head so I can dump out my thoughts so they will stop torturing me.

Maybe sleep will fix it. It will have to do for now -- but it won't solve the problem. Just shut it up for a little while.

[~Christina]

Sorry your dealing with all this.. Sleep would certainly help if you can find that elusive creature.. Just keep posting here , better to let it all out here than allowing it to stay in your head and build more pressure .