[Victoria'smom]

So my husband and I are splicing together what is the new muscle relaxer issues and what is just my issues. He brought up that a week and a half ago I was delusional. I completely understand believing you are exhaling hatred and going to make a friends fetus evil, kill her if you visit her is 'off'. I also wanted to find the spot and cut it out. This lasted maybe 2 hrs at most. I eventually fell asleep and woke up fine. (this is the shortened version that does not include how I planed to remove the object that was causing the exhaling hatred).

I didn't/don't think much of these things until T, or pdoc started ask if I understand that these are strange thoughts. Now my husband is telling me I'm having issues with delusions thinking it's the new meds until I informed him I was not on the medication at the time. Of course I don't believe him. I knowingly didn't tell T, usually I wait awhile to inform her of these things, if I actually do say anything, and I know T feels I am under a lot of stress. I do not feel stressed though. I'm not really excepting that I may be depressed and vaguely suicidal (I'm safe) but I don't think I'm delusional. I'm numb and am not sure I really exist but I don't feel stressed or depressed. I honestly believe I'm mostly stable. I did however take the seraquol for 2 days after. I'm not really concerned at all but I don't like my husband calling me delusional if I wasn't.

So is that delusional or does there have to be a certain time amount between strange thought and delusion?

[IndieVisible]

Not sure what you had, could be intrusive thoughts or delusional. Fine line some times. For me my delusions last longer, hours, even days and some of them are regulars and keep coming back every now and then. And I fall for them each time. I'm aware of them when I'm at baseline, but know they are not rational and then sometimes for a minute I question myself again. So I really don't know