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Nov 14, 2013, 11:44 AM
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I have a terrible fear of reaching out. I know many people but really I know them in a capacity of me being able to help them. I'm not sure about true friends , I'm not sure who I can call. I'm not even sure if it would be wise to call. May be if I did that it would just cement my fears and thoughts and make me act out more. Maybe I should just always be quiet. It's just.... I feel torn up inside I feel like I am going to obliterate what's left, I feel i am quietly screaming to the point now it's hard to move from this chair. I have no sense of why i should feel this way just that doom is upon me and will never leave. Having been so close to it before it becomes easy to recognise again I cannot describe the unbelievable pain and how hard it is to remain with your fingernails glued in this world.
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Nov 14, 2013, 12:37 PM
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I have the same fear of reaching out. I don't want to be a bother and I don't want to seem like I am whining. So I don't really talk about myself at all. My family and friends just don't understand.
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Nov 14, 2013, 01:02 PM
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i'm just wondering at what point should i really intervene with myself? It's hard to know . if it will just kind of blow over or actually be a place from which you can't get back from,. the lines are blurry my judgement is sketchy. i guess if i just sit still i can't o toomuch damage
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Nov 14, 2013, 01:03 PM
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So sorry to hear! I can appreciate what you're saying to an extent! A lot of the time I feel alone as well, since very few seem to understand the pain and agony of mental torment! Sometimes I've found that DBSA support groups can be helpful! All the best!!
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Nov 14, 2013, 01:06 PM
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Thank you vans can you enlighten me on DBSA please? i'm thinking data based something but probably have that wrong.
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Nov 14, 2013, 01:41 PM
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Hey bumble2u- it's the Depression Bipolar Support Alliance. They have local support groups. I'm not sure if they have any in Canada though. Hope you're feeling a little better!
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Nov 14, 2013, 02:10 PM
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thanks vans1974. Not very much out here where I live (rural). Feeling strange. oh well. maybe the winter tyres will fall off.
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