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Old Nov 17, 2013, 10:52 PM
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When I want to talk nobody will listen
When I want silence others want noise
When I want to be alone I feel crowded
When I am in a crowd I feel alone
I'm not hungry
I should eat
oh, I am off my meds....Oooops and I am drinking bourbon LOL
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Old Nov 17, 2013, 11:54 PM
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When i'm wide awake all I know is I need to sleep
When all I want is to sleep, I know all I need is to move
When I need to talk the words drive others away
When I want silence it eats me up
When I want friendship they're upset that I've been distant.
The more scared I am that people will leave me, the more likely it is that they will.

I can't do anything right.

I'm right there with you.
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Old Nov 18, 2013, 08:40 AM
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When i'm wide awake all I know is I need to sleep
When all I want is to sleep, I know all I need is to move
When I need to talk the words drive others away
When I want silence it eats me up
When I want friendship they're upset that I've been distant.
The more scared I am that people will leave me, the more likely it is that they will.

I can't do anything right.

I'm right there with you.
Thank you!!! It is nice to know that SOMEBODY understands because nobody in my LARGE family does at ALL....doesn't help that it has only been a week since the #1 man in my life, My HERO, MY DADDY, passed away a week ago, yesterday...
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Old Nov 18, 2013, 09:55 AM
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I'm so sorry you lost your Daddy. I know that that is hard to deal with. Been there, It's been 4 years since I lost mine but I remember the pain I went through. I still miss him terribly and my mom too, especially with the holidays approaching. You might what to post in the grief and loss forum. You have my greatest sympathy.
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Old Nov 18, 2013, 10:34 AM
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I'm so sorry you lost your Daddy. I know that that is hard to deal with. Been there, It's been 4 years since I lost mine but I remember the pain I went through. I still miss him terribly and my mom too, especially with the holidays approaching. You might what to post in the grief and loss forum. You have my greatest sympathy.
Can I not post it here???
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Old Nov 18, 2013, 11:29 AM
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When I want to talk nobody will listen
When I want silence others want noise
When I want to be alone I feel crowded
When I am in a crowd I feel alone
I'm not hungry
I should eat
oh, I am off my meds....Oooops and I am drinking bourbon LOL
I think you would really like the song by Modest Mouse called Baby Blue Sedan it's on youtube. It sounds like your poem
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Old Nov 18, 2013, 03:16 PM
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Can I not post it here???
Of course, you can post here. I was just suggesting that you also might benefit from the Grief and Loss Forum as well. Sorry I wasn't clear.
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Old Nov 18, 2013, 07:59 PM
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I think you would really like the song by Modest Mouse called Baby Blue Sedan it's on youtube. It sounds like your poem
thank you!!!!! LOVE it!!!
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Old Nov 18, 2013, 08:00 PM
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Of course, you can post here. I was just suggesting that you also might benefit from the Grief and Loss Forum as well. Sorry I wasn't clear.
I know....sorry.
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