[CrookedSmile]

last week I went in to the doctor for a follow up shot and I couldnt help but to ask about my depression...he asked me if I ever took any medicine for my depression and I told him I took abilify and he looked at me shocked and he told me that's for people who are bi polar and and it made me chuckle, like it all made sense, I couldn't help but smile but besides that I thought I was taking it for depression alone but I was taking it for "manic depression"...as it says on my records...finally proof!

it made so much sense and it made almost everything clear, I don't know how to explain it...but knowing I have bipolar
doesn't make me feel as crazy as i used to now im like "Oh that's what it was" but i just love it when im manic, like i am right now, i feel i can do whatever i want with ease, with no opposition, like i just don't give a f**k

right now i have so much energy... and i have no idea what to do with it so i decided to write about my experience with the doctor

when i feel manic i feel so good, incredible, i feel unstoppable...happy... i feel i can talk and talk and talk slong as theres an open ear but its funny because i just realized when im depressed all i do is listen...i still listen its just hard to keep my mind focused on the same thing...i feel like im bouncing off the walls in excitement

[unlived]

Abilify can be used for depression too. Did they actually say bipolar is on your record or just that that's what Abilify is used for?

[CrookedSmile]

he said it was on my record