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Dec 20, 2013, 11:37 AM
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Since coming off my meds, I have been able to feel my true emotions. They used to be trapped in a cloud of numbing chemicals, but now they are real and raw.
I am having a hard time in my marriage. I am unhappy and unfulfilled. I am not being loved the way I deserve to be. I am being held onto because I am habit. I am not sure if being alone would be better. Likely it would be the same. Ending the marriage would be complicated and would create a new set of problems. I am trapped and sad. Real feeling is so much more painful than medicated bipolar fog. Should I be thankful? |
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Dec 20, 2013, 12:50 PM
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I admire that you are able to cope after coming of meds. I've tried before and it is not a consideration anymore. My depression goes too deep.
If I were you before deciding anything about your marriage I would talk with a counselor. Your new state without meds could be to raw to trust. I think you need an impartial person to help you through these feelings.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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Dec 20, 2013, 02:09 PM
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Definitely. I have an appointment on Tuesday.
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