[marvelousbedlam]

I went to a new pdoc last week and he wants to start treatment for my bipolar. For years now my T and old pdoc would talk but never do anything about it. My adhd is a big problem so they only focused on that and my anger. Im excited that someone finally sees I need help with my bipolar. I go back to pdoc tomorrow. Im so anxious because he talked with my old pdoc and I don't know what hes going to say. I really don't want to have to try all these meds either, I react weird to them and I always have to try a bunch to find one. As long as I can remember ive struggled with bipolar all on my own. Before I was diagnosed I just thought I was a terrible or messed up person. Now that I know whats wrong I feel a little better and people understand why I am the way I am. But because ive never had any treatment or anyone else who understood, I dealt with it on my own, quietly struggling.
Soooo, in short, im excited for my pdoc appointment tomorrow.....hmm, maybe I am crazy hah

[Side of the Angels]

I am SO GLAD for you. Treatment is pertinent. Bipolar all alone is torture. Bipolar with a friend or other afflicted person is less hellish, bipolar with treatment plan is liveable and worthwhile. I hope u get the right help.